The Heartless Alpha's Beloved Luna Novel

---- Chapter 113 "What's done is done." | said finally, with a sigh. "Gideon is... well ... he just is." "That bad, huh?" Ryan raised his eyebrows and looked me over again, "Did he rough you up? Treat you badly?" "He married me." | spat out the words, "Which is basically the worst thing he could have done." That was a lie. The worst thing he could have done would be telling me that he didn't want anything to do with me personally. The thought of that was still like a knife into my heart.

"I'm sorry it isn't working out." Ryan said smoothly, "Trust me, | understand all too well." We exchanged a glance. Ryan looked sad. "Things not going well with Zara?" | asked, "Shocking." Ryan dug his hands into his pockets and scuffed his shoes in the dirt sheepishly. "I don't know exactly where | went wrong..." Idid. " .but Zara and | just... don't seem to be working out." Ryan admitted. "She only really wants to spend time with me when we .. uh..." he had the decency to look embarrassed. ---- "| guess what I'm saying is, relationships are hard!" | rolled my eyes.

"Sorry, | know you don't like hearing about your sister. I'm sure we'll work it out." Ryan sighed with frustration. "| just want to know that you're ok! Gideon seems like a real piece of work. There's all those wolves that he's killed, and he's always coming over here threatening..." Oh? Was that true? Was Gideon always coming to Silvermoon to threaten Ryan? | remembered how easily he'd fallen into a jealous rage when he'd seen mine and Ian's shadows in the pack house embracing. He had told me to stay away from Ryan, in fact.

| had thought that his jealousy was a sign that he was interested in me, but he'd made it pretty clear that wasn't the case. Except when | was straddling him on his bed. The image of Gideon and | a few hours ago flashed through my memories and | blushed and had to tun away so that Ryan couldn't see my expression. Ryan thought that | was turning away from him because of what he was saying and he started talking faster. "| just want you to know that if you need anything and it's within ---- my power to give...

please ask." He managed to make it sound moderately caring, "You would have a home here in Silvermoon if you came back. | would find a way to make it happen." "Over the wishes of my psychotic sister?" | laughed, "That would work out great, I'm sure. No, Ryan, this isn't a problem you can fix unless you can make your wife tell me where she's stashed my mother." "Zara... took your mother?" Ryan looked stunned, "Why...

why would she do that?" "Because she wants to hurt me!" | yelled, "I just finished running for my life from her!" | stomped up to Ryan and jabbed my finger into his chest, "So no, it's not just Gideon who's making me miserable. This pack is no better! Everyone wants to use me! No 'one genuinely cares about what | want or feel!" It was eerie how my rant echoed the Rogue King's sentiments about the callousness of pack leadership. He might be fucked up in how he was going about accomplishing his agenda, but that didn't mean he wasn't a tiny bit right about why he was so angry.

Ryan was staring at me, stunned at my diatribe. | turned and resumed walking. "Avery, you must misunderstand!" Ryan protested, "Please stay!" ---- | raised my fingers in response, and then froze. Ahead in the parking lot, a blacked out sedan was idling. As | froze on the edge of the asphalt, the door opened and Gideon stepped out, dressed in an all black trench coat. He looked pissed.