99 LYRIC Ihesitatedforamoment,tryingtothinkofthebestwaytohandlehismood.
Ivebeencallingforfuckknowshowlong!Youdidntreturnanyofmycalls!Iwasfuckingworried,andthiswholetime,youwere withhim?!Areyouforreal? Iglancedatthecarbehindme.AlphaZarekwasstillthere.Hisglasswasnttainted,sowe couldseehim.
No!ItsItsnotwhatyouthink.Itriedtocallbackbut- Whatiswrongwithyou,Lyric?Doyoureallyhavenoselfcontrol?Howcanyoubethisloose? I Hiswordsstruckmedeepintheheartthatmy jawdroppedtothefloor.
Kaelshifteduncomfortablyandturnedtotheguardswithhim.
Letsgo,hewhispered.
Iwatchedastheywalkedoff,leavingmewiththeunreasonable sideofJaris.
Howcanyouevensaythat?Iscoffed.Idontsleeparound,AlphaJaris!So,youhavenorighttousethosewordsonme! Nowthatwewerealone,IfeltthatIcouldfinallyraisemyvoice.Althoughitcamemorefrompainthanfrustration.
Oh,spareme!Hescoffed.Youdont even know whatyou do.Youre thatdesperateforsex,arentyou?Itisntjustme! Foramoment,IfearedIdhaveaheartfailure.Whatwashe talkingabout? HesoundedlikeIwasawhore.Ashamelesswhorehehated.
Idont…Ishookmyhead,tearspouring down.Idont understand.How canyou Beforewesignedthisagreement,Itoldyouhowimportantmy imageis,Hesteppedtowardme,angeremanating fromhispore.Itoldyoul didnt giveafuckhowlooseyouwere.ButImade you understandIdidntwant youfucking aroundwhileweweretogether.Allyouhavetodoiswait,Lyric!Ifyoure sodesperateformen,youfuckingwaituntil weredone!Then,Iwontstopyou.
Youdontevenknowwhathappened!Iyelledathim.Howcanyoujustlaythesestupid accusations againstme?What is wrong withyou?! Ididntmind thefactthatIwasusing a 1/5 +25 Bonus cursewordonhim.Iwas so pissedandhurt.
Youknow what? Whydontyougobacktothe carwithhim?Imsureyouredyingtospendthenightwithhim,huh?Goback,Lyric!Youprobablyhavemoremenyouwanttosleepwith.

Everythingseemedtostop.Myheart.Theair.Time.
For amoment,IcouldntevenseeJarisinfrontofmeaseverythingwentblank.Ithought Iwasgoingtopassout.
Butsecondslater,everythingreturnedtonormal.IcouldseeJarisagain.Icould breatheagain.Butmy heart wasntthesame.Itwasntbeatingright.
I lookedatJarisnowandcouldonlyseea stranger.SinceImethim,he hadsaidalotofhurtfulthingstome;thingsthatmademecry.
Butnoneofthem hadbeenlikethis.Noneofthemhadtorturedmethismuch.
Itwasaspainfulasdying.
Idragged myeyesfromhisfacetothegroundbeneathhisfeet.Somanyretorts restedonmytongue.ButIcouldntfindthestrengthtopushthemout.
Youreunbelievable.ItwasallIcouldmanage tosay.
I turnedaroundtoleavebutstoppeddeadinmytracks.No.Icouldntleavelikethis.
I turnedback tohim.Hewasstillstaringatme,hiseyesashotasmine.
Idontknowwhereyou getthesespeculationsfrom,andIdontevencare.Notanymore.Butknowthis,Jaris,Yeah,I calledhimbyhisname.To hellwiththe respect.Mywholelife,Ihaveonlyeversleptwithoneman,anditstheworstmistakeofmylife.
IletmyhatredburnthroughasI turnedandwalkedaway,goingpastZarekscar.Iheardhimcome outofthe car.

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Lyric! ButI didntturn.Iwasdonewitheveryone.Iwasdonewitheverything.
****++ JARIS I feltabittertasteonmy tongue,andaheavyacheinmyheart.
Forthe firsttime,shecalled mebymyname whileshe wasconscious.Butitrolled off hertongue with deephatred.
2/5 99 +25 Bonus Rage.Hatred.Confliction.
Ifeltitallatonce.
For hours,theboysandIhadbeenlookingforher.Iwas worriedthatsomethingbadmight have happened.
Yet,itseemed shewaswithZarek allalong.
Iknewhowshesounded.Shewasclearlytryingtodenyit.ButIknewbetter.Shesleptwithhimbeforewegotmated.Whowastosayshehadntbeendoingthesameafterthen? Acarstoppedbytheroadtodrop offoneofourPack members.Iangrilywatchedasshegotinsideherself.
Forweeks,wevebeenonanokaylevel.ItwaspainfultoknowIwasntexclusiveto herbody.Thataftereverything weshared,she stillwentrunningtoher sidelover.
Zarekstormedtoward me.
Oh,nowthatIthoughtofit,theasshole wasstillhere.He wasinsaneifhethoughthed begettingoutofhereunhurt.

Iwantedtohurthim.Sosobad.
What iswrongwithyou,Jaris?!Hegrowledatme.
IsawredasIlookedathim.
Iballedmy handsintofists,thinkingofthebestwaytohurthim.
Howcanyoubesounreasonable?Doyouevenknowwhathappenedtoher? I punchedhimbeforehecould say anymore.
Oh,fucktheasshole.Itwasallhisfault.Ifhehadntsetupthatstupidbet.Ifhe hadnttemptedLyrictofallforhim,noneofthesewouldve happened.
Look,youneedto calmthefuckdown,hegrowled,noteventouchingthepartofhis faceIdpunched.
Iwastrying sohardtothink straight,butitwas extremelydifficult withtheassholeinfrontof me.
Ill killyou,Zarek,Ihissed.Ipromise you,ifyoudontgetaway from merightnow- Look,Idratherpickgrassthanbeanywhere near you.Butyoure beingunfair to Lyric.Shedidntdeservewhatyoujustdid! Oh,really?Isteppedtoward him.Youthinkyourein anypositiontosay that considering 3/5 +25Bonus whatyouve done? Exactly!WhatIvedone.Notwhatshedid.He spokelikeIwasmissingsomething.But Iknewhiswordscould onlybealie.Hewasanasshole whowasgoingtodiebymyhandssomeday.
Iglaredat himfromheadtotoe,wishingtherewerenowitnessestoseemekillhim.1 Getawayfromhere,Ispat,justbeforeIturnedaroundtoleave.
LyricandIneverhadsex! Hiswordsfroze me.
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