172 Acutranovermyheart,goingdeepandmakingmebleedprofusely.Hishand droppedfrommyhairwhileIsatup.WWevetalkedaboutthisalready.RememberItoldyouIdbethereeverystepofthewayand- Forhowlongwillyou needtobethere?Itwashardtomisstheechoofanguishinhistone.
Hereleasedadeepbreath,asifbracinghimselftosaysomething.Justanhourago,Inearlykilledoneofourown.Again.
What? Shebroughtmymeal,andthewholetime,Icouldntstopfantasizingabouthowgoodherbloodwouldbeonmytongue.Icouldheartherush,thepulse,everything.Andtrustme,Lyric;Iwasthisclosetograbbingherandslittingherwrist.
Heranahandthroughhishair.IcouldntevenspendalotoftimewithmykidsbecauseIwasscaredIdhurtthem.WhatiftheygettobewithmeonedayandIstartfantasizingaboutfeedingonthem? Thatllneverhappen.YouloveXylonandXylatoomuchtoletthathappen.
Well,Idolovethemwitheveryfiberofmybeing,buthowcanIeventrustmyself?Heshookhishead.ThepeopledonotdeserveamonsterlikemetobeKing.
IpulledmyselfcloseruntilIcouldplacemymassonhisshoulders.ThisiswhatCadenwants.Areyoureallygoingtogivehimthesatisfactionofwinning? Heshookhishead.Itisntaboutwinninganymore,Lyric.Itsaboutkeepingthepeoplesafe.
Andtheywillbesafe.Youbeatthisbefore,remember?Whatmakesyouthinkyouwontdoitinashortertimethisyear?Islidmyhands down fromhisshoulderstoholdhishands.Allyouhavetodo iswinthetrialwhilewecontinueworkingontheurges.Believeme,youcandothis.Rememberyoushowedgreatimprovementovertheweek.
Myeyesdroppedonourhandsintertwined.Whenweretogether,doyoueverfeeltheurge? Heshookhishead.
Good.Then,Ill alwaysbewithyou.
Itsnotthateasy.Hewithdrewhishandfrommine.WhenImwithpeople,Ialwayshaveproblemsconcentrating.AllIcanhearandsmellistherushoftheirblood.

Then,thinkof mewhenyourewithpeople.Ireached forhishandagain.Just…imaginemetobethem.Imsureitllhelp.
Hisgazeheldmineforsomeseconds,so curious andintent.WhatexactlyshouldIthinkabout? Ichuckled.Idontknow,mysmiles?Voice? Whatelse?Therewasahintofamusementin hiseyes,yethedidntbreak asmile.Neitherdidhiseyesleavemine.
Um…Thedaywemet?No,youdbeenpretty arrogantthatday.That isntagoodmemory.
Hechuckled.
HowaboutthedayyourealizedIwasbeautiful? Hecockedabrow,likemystatementwasfunny.
triedtoreleasehis handsandrealizedhewasnow theoneholdingme.
Howaboutthis?Heaskedsoftly.
Ididntknowwhathemeantand keptstaringintohisface.
Then,Isawit.Hisheaddescending.
Icouldvelookedaway.
Forcefullyleftthebed.

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Yet,mywholeworldseemedtostill.
Myheadwouldntmoveaninch.Untilhislipsdescendedonmine.
Therewasnoexplainingthecurrentsurgedthroughmyveins,ignitingeverynervewithuncontainedintensity.
Everyheartbeatvanished,surrenderingcompletelyashislipsclaimedminewithfervor,hishandsstillholdingminecaptive.
IknewthiswasntthefirsttimeJariswaskissingmeinthepastoneweek.Yet,everythingaboutthisparticularkiss metostopthiswhileIcan.
screameddifferent.Igotalarmsgoingoffinmyheuccessfullyunlocked! Becausethisthisverykisswasthekindthatledtomistakesandregrets.
Yet,Ididanythingbuttrytostopthekiss.Ikissedhimback, suckingonhistonguewhenhedarteditouttome.
Heatwasalreadypoolinginmylowerbelly,makingitdifficulttositstill.
1/3 172 Whenhepulledapart,breakingthecontactbetweenourlips,Iwantedtoscream.
Hislipswerewetandtemptingtotakeholdofagain.Andwhenhetookhisbottomlipintohismouth,hiseyesonmine,itwasallIcoulddonottobeghimtokissmeagain.

Ithinkthismemorywouldbemoreeffective,Withavoicesmootherthansilk,hesentshiversdownmyspine,hisfingersstirringasymphonyofshiversonmyskin.Wouldyoumindcreatingitwithme? Couldhehearit?Thewaymyheartthumpedlikeitwasindanger?Mylipsparted,butnowordscameout.
Idwantedthisformonthsnow.Yet,Icouldntbringmyselftoadmititinfrontofhim Whatdoyousay,Lyric?Imeltedcompletelywhenhebroughthishandtomylowerlip,tuggingitbetweenhisthumbandindexfinger.
Myeyesclosedontheirown,theemotionstoomuchtokeepincheck, Openyoureyes, hewhispered.Ididwithouthesitation.Andtellmewhatyouthink.
Hemovedhis handfrom mylipstomyhair,caressingmyedges.BecauseIreally,really,thehandslowlymovedtomyjaw.
reallywanttofuckyou,Lyric.
Thenextbreaththatleftmewasnoticeablyshaky.MythighsclenchedasvividmemoriesofwhatitdbelikehavingsexwithJarisDreadmoorfilledmymind.
Itwouldntbejustadream.Thistime,Idbeabletofeelhim,touchhim.Itdbeoverwhelming.
Tellmeyouwantit,hisforeheadpressedagainstmine.Please.
Thatwasthelastwordheneededtogetmetomeltcompletely.
Iwantit,Iansweredbreathlessly.
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