08 Itmustbemereluck,sheclearedherthroat.Imsureshedidnthavetodomuch.
Iwastemptedtolaugh.Mereluck?DidshehaveanyideatheeffortIhadtoputin? Shesteppedawayfromthedoor.Leave.Now.
Foraspittingsecond,IwonderedwhyJariswasntmakingherhisLuna.Shelookedbeautifulandalreadyhadkidsforhim.ImsorryIinvadedyourkidsprivacy.Thelittleboyjustneededhelp,andIthoughtitdbewrongtoignorehim.Dippingmyhead,Ilefttheroom.
JARIS IknewwhatwouldhappenthemomentIwalkedoutonthem.Mymotherwasneveronetoletthingsgo,especiallynotthis.Although,forthefirsttime,Iwishshedgetoffmyback.
MybetaKaelandheadofsecurityNerion-waitedoutsidemyroom.Iwastryingtotakeoffmyaccessorieswhensheentered,hereyesanythingbutpleased.
Whatreyoudoing,Jaris?Wevebeenwaitingforoveranhour.
Iknowshewasangryenoughtowanttoyell,but mymotherknewbetterthantoyellatme.Itwasntan actionthatwasappreciatedbyme.
Ididntaskanyonetowait,IansweredwithoutlookingatherasIunstrappedmywatch.
Oh,comeon !Wevediscussedthisalready.ItisimportantyouhaveaLunaatthistime.

Well,pardonme,mother,ifImnottooeagertobondwithsomeoneIfeelnothingforandneverwill.
And nobodysaskingyoutofeelanythingforher.Asamatteroffact,itsonlygoingtobeforayear!Bennettsdaughterisonlyanecessitythatyouarewellawareof.Inayear,wellbethroughwith herthatis,ifshesurvivesandtruthfully,youknowIdontcare.
Butyouonlyhavetoputupwithherfor ayear,Jaris.Hopefully,before then,wedhavefoundyourmate,andshewouldbecomethetrueLunaof thepeople.Ididnotmiss thesmilethatcrossedherface.Everythingwouldbeperfect.Justdothis,please.Besides,theeldersarebeginningtotalk.Wehave togetthemoffourbacks.Itslikekillingtwobirdswithonestone.
Imtired,mother.Letssavethisrivetingtalkforlater,whenIcanactuallypretendtocare,Icutheroff,honestlytiredofhearinghersaythingsIdidntwanttohear.
Fine.Illgo.Butyouneed seeher,atleast,shespokethewordslikeabargain.
Iknewmymotherhadapoint.IurgentlyneededaLunafortworeasons,butthethoughtofbeingwithsomeoneIfeltabsolutelynothingforirritatedme.Ididntwanttobewithanyone.
Lethergo.Idonot wanttoseeher.Notnow,atleast.
Jaris… Imdonewiththis conversation.Andtrustme,mother,myabilitytostaypoliteisslippingfast.Mytonehadnoroomforfurtherargument,andmygazewhenIlookedatherwasicy.
Icouldntexactlybe faulted.Growingup,Ivealwayshatedtobecontrol.AndwhenIfinallybecameAlpha,itgrewworse.Ididntlikeanyonetellingmewhattodo.Ialsodidntliketobedisobeyed.Ifitwasntforthefact thatshewasmymother,therewouldhavebeenrepercussions.
Finally,shedidleave,givingmesomespace.

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Ifinishedundressingandchangedintoasimpleroutfitforthenight.Ihadalotofwork todo,butmymoodhadalreadybeenruined.So,Isimplytookaseatonmystudytable.
Besideme,therewasasafe.Inputtingmypasscode,Itookoutthephoto.Acertaincalmenvelopedme,butatthesametime,Ifeltasharpsting.
Afterfiveyears,IcouldntbelieveIwasyettogetoverher.Whowassheandwhatdidshedotomakemesoaddicted?Whydidshehavetohurtmethewayshedid? Itracedmyfingersalong theoutlineofherface.Itwasafaintimageofherleavingthehotelthatmorning.Itwasntclear,butitwasbetterthanhavingnothing.
Itwasjustanimage,yetitmeanttheworldtome.Whateverhappenedtoher?Was shedead?Becauseforfiveyears,Idbeensearchingforherbuttonoavail.
IfonlymymothercouldunderstandthatIfeltnothingforBennettsdaughterormyfatedmateshesbeendesperatelysearchingfor.
1/2 Inourworld,seeingyourfatedmatewasrare.Mosttimes,wehadtochooseapersonwewereattractedto.Idfoundmyfatedmatenineyearsagobutlostherbeforewecouldevenbond.Andsincethen,motherhadbeenkeenonfindingher.ButIdidntcareevenabouther.
TheonlywomanIcaredaboutwastheveryoneinmyhand.
Myprincess.
ShewastheoneIwantedtomakemypermanentLuna.Wheredidshego? ***** Hourslater,whenIwassuretheunwantedguestsweregone,Ilefttocheckonthekids.Fortunately,XylaandXylonwereplayingonthebedwithXylagigglingcauseshewas winning.

Myheartwarmedupatthesightmyfavoritesight.Thesedays,theyweretheonlyreasonIgettoexperiencetruejoy,evenifIcouldhardlyexpressit.
Martawasbythesideoftheroom,mixingsomethinginabowl.AndIdidntmisstheinterestthatsparkedinhereyeswhen shesawme.
Uponseeingme,thekidsjumpedoutofbed.
Daddy!Areyoudonefortheday?Xylaasked, ShedidmostofthetalkingasXylonhadproblemsexpressinghimself.
Forthenextoneminute,wehadalightconversationonhowbothourdayswent, Daddy,Xylonhadoneofhiscrisistoday,Xylasaid,shatteringthetinypeaceIfelt.
Didyou?Ilookedathim,runningmyfingersthroughhishair, Hisgazedroppedtothefloor,indicatinghissadness, Itwasalwaysatormentforhim,anditbrokemeeachtimehesuffereditwithoutremedy.
Foryears,Idemployedthebestdoctorsfromallovertheworldtotreathim,notnonehadbeenabletohelp.Itwasdevastatingthattherewerecertainthingsmywealthandtitlecouldnotsolve.
Buthehadquicklygottenbetter!Xylaexpressed.Unlikebefore,hedidntsufferformuchtoday.
Mybrowsfurrowed.Okay.Whathappened? Someonetreatedhim.
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