149 JARIS Forafullminute,nowordsweresharedbetweenus,oureyes doingthetalking.
Finally,hegaveintothelossandleanedbackinhis seat.
Iguessweshouldstarttalking,then.Helockedhisfingersbehindhishead.Beforeweproceed,however,Idlovetoknowhowthekidsare.
Somethingshiftedinmychest,butIforcedmyexpressiontoremainblank,myeyesnotleavinghisfaceevenashegaveastupidsmile.
Youknow,mylittlenieceandnephew.Nevermetthem.ButIdsureliketo.Wouldyoupermitthat,Jaris? Icockedmyheadtotheside.Mentionmykidsonemoretimeandthis conversationisover.
Hechuckled.Fine.Iwantmypositionback.Histonegotserious,buthesoundedstupidallthesame.
Youshouldknowyoureinmyplace,Jaris.Ifyoudidntbetray meandhadmelockedup,IdhavebeenAlpha,anddefinitelytheonecompetingforthegrandthrone.
Heleanedforwardagain.YousentmeawaytobeimprisonedforeverwhileyougetthethingsIvealwayswanted.Inwhatworldisthatfair? IscoffedasIleanedbackinmyseat,lettingmyeyestakehim fromuptodown.

Tellme,Caden,doyoureallythinkyourefittobeKing?Iletamomentpassforthequestiontosinkin.Becauseofyou,Darkspirealmostbecameisolated.Becauseyoucouldntcontrol yourstupidurgesandkeptgettingusintotrouble.Ourownpeoplewerealreadybecomingscaredofus.DoyouhonestlythinktheydhaveacceptedsomeonelikeyoutobetheirAlpha? Hisfacescrunchedinirritation.Yourejudgingmenow?Yourejudgingmewhen- Iknow werethesame,Icuthimoff.Butthatsthepoint.Youdidntseemegoingonakillingspree,didyou?Youwerefeedingonevenourownpeople!Andyoudare
thinkIbetrayedyou?IfIwantedtobetrayyou,Idhavekilledyou.ButIhadyoulocked upinstead,keepingeveryonesafe.AndifIhaveto,Iddoitagain,Caden.Sodontexpectanapologyfromme.
Hiseyesstayedonmineforawhile,making meseethebrewingrageinthem.
Well,Imback.Iwantmypositionback.Youneedtostepdown,Jaris.
Thistime,Icouldntholdbackthelaugh.
Youdidntleave anypositionbehind.Itwasshatteredwhenyoubecame athreattothepeople.
Heshookhishead.Iamtellingyou,Jaris.Ivespentthelastyearworkingonmyself.Icancontrolmyurgesnow.Ihavebeenpreparingforthis!ImsureyoumustveknownbynowthatIwasbehindtheKingsdeath.Iwasclearingthepath,anditdefinitelywasntforyoutotakeit.
IglaredharderathimwhenhementionedKingThaddeusdeath.Theasshole.

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Listen,Jaris;IhavecontroloftheFeeders,andtheyrewillingtocorrelatewiththewolves,butthatcanonlyhappenifImKing.IfIgetwhatIwant,tnsFeederswillnolongerbeathreat.Wellallbeonehappyfamily.
Itwasextremesportholdingbackthelaughthatwantedtoburstthroughmythroat.Theassholehadsomuchdelusionsuphishead.
Youneedhelp.Youreclearlysick,Itoldhimhonestly.
Hiseyesgrewdarker.YouwouldntwanttoknowwhatIddoifmydemands arent met,Jaris.IllgetLyricagain,andthistime,yesterdaywouldfeellikeamassagetoher.
Myjawtightened,butIdidntgivehimtheassholethesatisfactionofknowinghewasrilingmeup.
Istoodupinstead,buthewasntdonetalking.
Youknow,youshouldbegratefulIdidntkillher.Imean,consideringthefactthatyoukilledEtta.
Myheartfrozeinplace.Itwasimpossibletohidemyunsettlingreactionthistime,andCadensmiled,knowinghedgottenmerightwherehewanted.

*Shewasmine,yetyoutookherawayfromme.Notjustherbody,butherlife.
Ettawasmine,notyours,Igritted,feelingtheneedtodefendmyself.
Wasshe?Oryoujustsnatchedherfromme? Iclosedmyeyes asIpinchedbetweenmybrows.Imnothavingthisconversationwithyou.
Iturnedaroundtoleave.
1/3 149 Youfedonthatpoorgirluntilsherandry,hiswordsbroughtmetoastop.Talkabouthavingcontrol,hesnickered.Youwerejustlikeme,evenworse.DoIneedtolistthepeopleyoukilled? Iturnedaroundtofacehim,ahandinmypocket.Ineverdeniedbeingthesameasyou.Ididhorriblethings,butthatwasbeforeIlearnedtocontrolmyurges.Butyou?Younevergaveitatry.Youdidntcareaboutworkingonyourself.Andthatiswhyweredifferent.
Isthatso?Hecockedhis head.
Areyousureyouvereallylearnedtocontrolyoururges?WebothknowthatJariswithoutcontrolisworsethananybeastinthewild.Ifthepeopleweretogetaglimpseoftheoldyou,theyouyouvebeentryingsohardtobury,ImsuretheydwantanewKing.
Hesmiled.So,tellme,brother,areyoureallysureyouvegottenridoftheurges?Areyousuretheycantbetriggered? 口 Subscribed 0Likes