LYRIC MyhandswereshakingasIranintoTCH.
IfJariswasntwithmeandIhadtobetheonetodrivehere,therewasno 113 LYRIC MyhandswereshakingasIranintoTCH.
IfJariswasntwithmeandIhadtobetheonetodrivehere,therewasnodoubtIdhavegottenintoanaccidentsomehow.
Iwassodamnnervous,Guinevereswordstormentingme.
Theyredead!Allthepatientsaredead.
Whatdidshemeanbythat? WhileIwasallshakyandpanicking,Jariswastheopposite.Heremainedcalmandcollected,clearlytryingtotellmetodothesame.ButIcouldseetheconcerninhisface.Hewasworriedforme.
Aswewaitedintheelevator,hetookmyhand,squeezingittight.
Itsgoingtobefine.Calmdown.Hisvoicewashoneyed.
Goodness,IhadnoideahowbadlyIneededtohearthosewordsuntilnow .
Butwasthateventrue? TheelevatordoorsopenedandwerushedouttothefloorwhereGuinevereanda teamofotherdoctorsstood.Therewerenursesandalotofpeopleeverywhere,mostofthemcrying.Andtomyhorror,twocoveredbodieswerebeingrolledoutofaward.
Myheartsankintothelowestpitpossible.
No.
Whatdidyoudo,Lyric?Guineveresvoicewascoldasshecametowardme.Tellme.Howdidthishappen?HowdidyouinjectthemwithThilax? What? Youmurderer!Oneofthewomen cryingsuddenlypointedatme.You killedmyhusband.Youkilledmyhusband!Youllpayforthis!Anothershouted,ayoungergirlthistime.Didsomeoneaskyoutodothis?WasitJerry?Areyouworkingwithhim? Mysisterwasgettingbetter!Someoneelsefromadifferentcornersobbed.We weresupposedtobedischargedtomorrow.Howcouldyoudothistoher?Howcouldyoukillher? Thereweresomanyvoicesbeingraisedat
me.Somanyaccusingfingers.
Icouldntbreathe.Itwastoomuchtohandle.Icouldntbreathe.
Oneofthewomenrushedatme.Anothermanfollowedher,theirfaceslookingsothreatening.Yet,Ididntevenhavethestrengthtomove.Isimplystoodthere,jawsdroppedastheycameatme.
Touchherandlosethosehands.Jarissteppedinfrontofme,stoppingthemfromreachingme.
Hesoundedsothreatening,usinghisAlphaauthority.Theystoppedinstantly,buttheirhatefulglaresdidntstop.
Oneofthedoctorscameclose.Lyric.Thisway.Shegesturedatthepathleadingtotheelevator.
Mylegsmovedontheirown.Rightnow,theycould beleadingmeintoapitoffireandIwouldntevenknoworbeabletohelpmyself.Ifeltsonumb.
IdidntevenrealizeJarishandwasonthesmallofmyback.Icouldntfeelathing.
Wegotintotheelevator,wentuptothenextfloorandintoheroffice.ItdidnttakelongbeforeGuinevereandthreeotherdoctorsjoinedus.
WhatinMoonsnamehappened,Lyric?Thewomanbeforemeasked.Shewasasuperiorinadifferentdepartment.Butallthesame,sheheldalotofpower.Iwastoldthatthosewereyourpatients.TheyreactedtoThilaxwhichshouldnothavebeeningestedinthefirstplace!Whathappened?! Myheart wasracingtoo fast.Thereweresomanyjudgyeyesonme.EvenGuineverethatalwaysadmiredmenowlookedatmewithanger.Theywereallsodisappointed.
IlookedatJarisbesideme.Gods,Iwouldntknowwhattodoifhewasnthererightnow.Thesepeoplewouldvelikelyswallowed mewhole.

Ididnt givethem…Imanagedtosay.
Successfullyunlocked! Whatreyoutalkingabout?Theyreyourpatientslyric.WefoundThilagintheirsystem.
No.Ishookmy head.ItItcantbe.IIonlyinjectedthemwithCalmizol.ThatwasallIdid.IdidntadministerThilaxto them.
Iheardtheirhuffsastheylookedateach other.
113 Areyoutryingtolietogetyourselfoutofthissituation,younglady?Thesuperiorsaidinastricttone.
No!WhywouldIlieaboutthis? BecauseweneverCalmizolintheirsystem.AllwefoundwasThilaxwhichwaswrongfullyadministered.Itsthereasontheyredead.
What?Mybrowsfurrowedinconfusionastearsleakedfrommyeyes.Somethingwaswrong.
Ididntdoit,Imuttered,shakingmyheadasIstareddownatthefloor.
Isitpossibleyoupickedthewrongbottle? No!ThistimeIshouted.Iwaslosingmymind.Iknow whatItook.ItwasCalmizol.Iveusedthemlongenoughtoknowtheirdifferences.Plusthelabelwasclearenough.Icouldnthavemadesuchamistake.
Butitdidntlookliketheybelievedme.TheygavemethosejudgylookslikeIdjustcommittedmassmurder.
AndmaybeIhad.Fourpeopleweredead.Iknewtheirnames.Aaron,Jasper,Carys,Elena, Howcouldtheybedead?Justafewhoursago,theywereallfine.Theyshouldntbedead.
Andnotjustthat;everyonebelieveditwasmyfault.
Ididntdoit.Isobbed.Idontknowhowithappened.ButIdidnt.
Ifeltahandonmyback.Jaris.
Well,maybeyoushould explainthattothefamiliesmourningoutthere!Oneofthedoctorspointedatthedoor.Thisisagravemistake,Lyric.Youshouldvebeenmorecareful.
Gods,theywerenotlistening!Theydidntbelieveme.
Thatsenough,Jarisvoice wascold.Shesaidshedidntdoit.
Uh…pardonus,AlphaJaris.Butwerecluelesshere.Alotofpeoplearedead,anditisobviousshemadeamistake.No…Iwhimpered,shakingmyhead.
Everythingcamecrashingdownonmethepainofthosepeopleactuallydying,thefactthatIwasbeingblamed,thefearthatnoonebelievedme.
Thisistoo heavytobesweptundertherug,Guineveresighed.Theboardwillneedanexplanation.Shellhavetoanswerforit.
Oh,gods.Oh,gods.Oh,gods.Ichantedrepeatedlyinmyhead.Thiswashappening.Itwasmydownfall.
Theywereright.Illneedtogetpunishedforthis.Andjudgingbythenumberofdeaths,itwontbeeasy.Imightlosemylicenseandgetkickedoutforgood.Illnever beabletoworkasadoctoragain.
Gods,no.Please,no.Please,no.
Mywholelifehadbeencenteredonthis.ThiswaswhatIvealwayswantedtobe.HowcouldIloseit? Thedooropenedandwentshut.Itwasme.Iwasrunning.

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IheardmynamefromtheofficeIdjustleft,butIdidntstoprunning.Icouldnt.
Subscribed oubtIdhavegottenintoanaccidentsomehow.
Iwassodamnnervous,Guinevereswordstormentingme.
Theyredead!Allthepatientsaredead.
Whatdidshemeanbythat? WhileIwasallshakyandpanicking,Jariswastheopposite.Heremainedcalmandcollected,clearlytryingtotellmetodothesame.ButIcouldseetheconcerninhisface.Hewasworriedforme.
Aswewaitedintheelevator,hetookmyhand,squeezingittight.
Itsgoingtobefine.Calmdown.Hisvoicewashoneyed.
Goodness,IhadnoideahowbadlyIneededtohearthosewordsuntilnow .
Butwasthateventrue? TheelevatordoorsopenedandwerushedouttothefloorwhereGuinevereanda teamofotherdoctorsstood.Therewerenursesandalotofpeopleeverywhere,mostofthemcrying.Andtomyhorror,twocoveredbodieswerebeingrolledoutofaward.
Myheartsankintothelowestpitpossible.
No.
Whatdidyoudo,Lyric?Guineveresvoicewascoldasshecametowardme.Tellme.Howdidthishappen?HowdidyouinjectthemwithThilax? What? Youmurderer!Oneofthewomen cryingsuddenlypointedatme.You killedmyhusband.Youkilledmyhusband!Youllpayforthis!Anothershouted,ayoungergirlthistime.Didsomeoneaskyoutodothis?WasitJerry?Areyouworkingwithhim? Mysisterwasgettingbetter!Someoneelsefromadifferentcornersobbed.We weresupposedtobedischargedtomorrow.Howcouldyoudothistoher?Howcouldyoukillher? Thereweresomanyvoicesbeingraisedat
me.Somanyaccusingfingers.
Icouldntbreathe.Itwastoomuchtohandle.Icouldntbreathe.
Oneofthewomenrushedatme.Anothermanfollowedher,theirfaceslookingsothreatening.Yet,Ididntevenhavethestrengthtomove.Isimplystoodthere,jawsdroppedastheycameatme.
Touchherandlosethosehands.Jarissteppedinfrontofme,stoppingthemfromreachingme.
Hesoundedsothreatening,usinghisAlphaauthority.Theystoppedinstantly,buttheirhatefulglaresdidntstop.
Oneofthedoctorscameclose.Lyric.Thisway.Shegesturedatthepathleadingtotheelevator.
Mylegsmovedontheirown.Rightnow,theycould beleadingmeintoapitoffireandIwouldntevenknoworbeabletohelpmyself.Ifeltsonumb.
IdidntevenrealizeJarishandwasonthesmallofmyback.Icouldntfeelathing.
Wegotintotheelevator,wentuptothenextfloorandintoheroffice.ItdidnttakelongbeforeGuinevereandthreeotherdoctorsjoinedus.
WhatinMoonsnamehappened,Lyric?Thewomanbeforemeasked.Shewasasuperiorinadifferentdepartment.Butallthesame,sheheldalotofpower.Iwastoldthatthosewereyourpatients.TheyreactedtoThilaxwhichshouldnothavebeeningestedinthefirstplace!Whathappened?! Myheart wasracingtoo fast.Thereweresomanyjudgyeyesonme.EvenGuineverethatalwaysadmiredmenowlookedatmewithanger.Theywereallsodisappointed.
IlookedatJarisbesideme.Gods,Iwouldntknowwhattodoifhewasnthererightnow.Thesepeoplewouldvelikelyswallowed mewhole.
Ididnt givethem…Imanagedtosay.

Successfullyunlocked! Whatreyoutalkingabout?Theyreyourpatientslyric.WefoundThilagintheirsystem.
No.Ishookmy head.ItItcantbe.IIonlyinjectedthemwithCalmizol.ThatwasallIdid.IdidntadministerThilaxto them.
Iheardtheirhuffsastheylookedateach other.
113 Areyoutryingtolietogetyourselfoutofthissituation,younglady?Thesuperiorsaidinastricttone.
No!WhywouldIlieaboutthis? BecauseweneverCalmizolintheirsystem.AllwefoundwasThilaxwhichwaswrongfullyadministered.Itsthereasontheyredead.
What?Mybrowsfurrowedinconfusionastearsleakedfrommyeyes.Somethingwaswrong.
Ididntdoit,Imuttered,shakingmyheadasIstareddownatthefloor.
Isitpossibleyoupickedthewrongbottle? No!ThistimeIshouted.Iwaslosingmymind.Iknow whatItook.ItwasCalmizol.Iveusedthemlongenoughtoknowtheirdifferences.Plusthelabelwasclearenough.Icouldnthavemadesuchamistake.
Butitdidntlookliketheybelievedme.TheygavemethosejudgylookslikeIdjustcommittedmassmurder.
AndmaybeIhad.Fourpeopleweredead.Iknewtheirnames.Aaron,Jasper,Carys,Elena, Howcouldtheybedead?Justafewhoursago,theywereallfine.Theyshouldntbedead.
Andnotjustthat;everyonebelieveditwasmyfault.
Ididntdoit.Isobbed.Idontknowhowithappened.ButIdidnt.
Ifeltahandonmyback.Jaris.
Well,maybeyoushould explainthattothefamiliesmourningoutthere!Oneofthedoctorspointedatthedoor.Thisisagravemistake,Lyric.Youshouldvebeenmorecareful.
Gods,theywerenotlistening!Theydidntbelieveme.
Thatsenough,Jarisvoice wascold.Shesaidshedidntdoit.
Uh…pardonus,AlphaJaris.Butwerecluelesshere.Alotofpeoplearedead,anditisobviousshemadeamistake.No…Iwhimpered,shakingmyhead.
Everythingcamecrashingdownonmethepainofthosepeopleactuallydying,thefactthatIwasbeingblamed,thefearthatnoonebelievedme.
Thisistoo heavytobesweptundertherug,Guineveresighed.Theboardwillneedanexplanation.Shellhavetoanswerforit.
Oh,gods.Oh,gods.Oh,gods.Ichantedrepeatedlyinmyhead.Thiswashappening.Itwasmydownfall.
Theywereright.Illneedtogetpunishedforthis.Andjudgingbythenumberofdeaths,itwontbeeasy.Imightlosemylicenseandgetkickedoutforgood.Illnever beabletoworkasadoctoragain.
Gods,no.Please,no.Please,no.
Mywholelifehadbeencenteredonthis.ThiswaswhatIvealwayswantedtobe.HowcouldIloseit? Thedooropenedandwentshut.Itwasme.Iwasrunning.
IheardmynamefromtheofficeIdjustleft,butIdidntstoprunning.Icouldnt.
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