55 JARIS Feelfreetotellmeaboutit.Everything,Jaris,Hiviasaid,hervoicealonesoundingsoothing Fewdaysago,ifsomeonehadtoldmeIdbeseekingoutfiviaforhelp,Idhavepunchedtheminthenose.
ShewasapopularpsychologicaldoctorPeoplecametoherwhentheywerepassingthroughthingstheycouldnotunderstand.
Beingoversixtyyearsold,Niviawas veryexperiencedandwellrespectedinourworld.Peoplesayshehadanswerstoeverypsychologicalproblem.
Istoodfacingthewindow,myhandinmytrouserpocketasitoldhermyproblem.
Formorethanfifteenyears,Ihavenotbeenabletocum.Exceptthatonetime,fiveyearsago.ButIdidntmentionthat.1amhardlyevenarousedorinterestedinawoman.Butaweekago,Isawsomeone naked.Andthatverynight,Icametotheimageofit.Ishookmyhead.Ihavenotbeenabletogetitoffmymind.Worse,Ikeepcummingtothatveryimage.
IdidnothaveanyfearofsharingthiswithNivia.Shewaswellknownforkeepingthingsconfidential.Whatwassaidinherroomremainsinherroom.
Arewetalkingaboutamanorawoman?Sheaskedfromwhereshewasseatedbehindme.
Awoman, Isee.Isawherbobthroughthereflectioninthewindow.
Tellme,Alpha,howexactlydoyoufeelwhenyouseethiswoman? Herquestiontookmebysurprise.IrealizedthatIhadneveractuallythoughtofit.
Idontknow,Ishrugged.Shesbeautiful.Alotofmenareattractedtoher.And…eachtimeIseeherwiththem,itgetsonmynerves.
So,youlikeher? Idont,Isnapped, Shebetrayedme.Icouldntcareforsomeonelikeher.
Niviagavemealongstare.Icaughtherstaringthroughtheglass.
Whatdidshedotoupsetyou,Alpha?Sheworeasmallsmile.Itisobviousyouaretryingtodenyyourfeelingsbecauseshehurtyou.

Iturnedtoher,lettingherseetheseriousnessinmyeyesasIsaidmynextwords.Ifeelnothingforthatwoman.Honestly,allIwantistogetridofthatimagebecauseIhatethattheyhavesuchaneffectonme.
Shesighedasshelookeddownatherbookwhereshescribbledsomething.
Well,thereisonlyoneexplanationforthis.Ifthiswomanhasthisholdoveryou,itsonlybecauseshesyourfatedmate.
Mycountenancedropped.Thewordshitme,makingmesilentforamoment.
Thatisnotpossible.Ialreadyhaveafatedmate.
Greta.Thatwasmymatesname.
Wedalreadymeteightyearsago.Butunfortunately,shewentmissing.Ormaybe,ranaway.
Shewasterrifiedwhenshelearnedweweremates.ShehadalwaysbeenafraidofIandmyfamily.Although,motherhadbeendoingallshecouldtofindhersoshecouldtakeherrightfulplaceasmyLuna.
Itwasntpossibletohavetwofatedmates.IthoughttheysaidNiviawasthebest? Onlyafatedmatecandosomethinglikethis,Alpha,sheinsisted.Yourwolflikesher.Itwelcomesher.Thatcanonlyhappen whenitsyourfatedmate.
InevershouldvecometoNivia,becauseallshedidwasmakethingsmorecomplicatedforme.
Itsnotpossibletohavetwofatedmates.Igrabbedmyjacketfromthearm ofthechairIdbeensittingon.Imafraidyouwerenothelpful.
LYRIC Successfullyunlocked! AssoonasIreachedDarkspire,Istartedpackingupmybags.Theplantwasto leaveatmidnightwhennoonewouldsee me.
JaceandIalreadyagreedtomeetupattheoutskirtsofDarkspire.
IhatedthatIwasdoingthis.HatedthatIwasleavingeverythingbehind.ButJacewasright.Itwasntsafeanymore.

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1/2 55 Iwasnearlydonewithmybagswhenahurriedknockcameonmydoor.Istartledbeforegoingtogetit.
Itturnedouttobeoneofthekidsnanny.
Imsorry.TheirmotherisntaroundandandIdontknowwhoelsetocall.ItsXylon,shestuttered,herforeheaddamp withsweat.
MyheartwasinmythroatasIrantothekidsroom.OnthefloorwasXylon,shakingprofusely.
Please,no! Hewashavinganothercrisis.
Butthisoneseemedworse.Hehadbloodrunningthroughhisnose.
Xylawasbesidehim,weepingprofusely.
IforcedmyselftostaycalmasIkneltbesidehimandtoldthenannieswhattogatherforme.
Whilethenannieshurriedtogetthem,IliftedXylonsheadontomylegsandrubbedcirclesonhisbackandchest.
Itsfine.Youllbefine.
Halfanhourlater,Xylonwascompletelyfine.Although,hewasveryweakandhadhisheadonmylegs.Imanagedtoconvincehimtoeatsomething.So,thenannieshadgonetogetthem.
Imsorry,hemutteredweakly,stupefyingme.
Huh?Forwhat? Botheringyou.

Hewasstrugglingtokeephiseyes open.
TearspooledinmyeyesasIlookedathispitifulface.Isniffledandforcedachuckle.Dontbesilly,Xylon.Theresnothingtobesorryfor.Itismyduty,remember? Hiseyesdidntopen.Iquicklycheckedhispulseandwasrelievedhewasjustsleeping.
Hesfine.Theresnothingtoworryabout,Itoldmyself.
Ateardroppedtomycheek.Andanother,untilIwascompletelysobbing.
Gods,Icouldntleavehim.Notwhenhewaslikethis.Notwhen hewassufferingthismuch.
Ididntcareaboutmysafetyanymore.Iwasreadytostaybackandhelphim,evenifitmeantlosingmylife.
**** Istayedlongerwiththekidsandonlyleftwhentheywerebothsleeping.
IwastiredasIwalkedbacktomyroom.IdhavetocallJaceandtellhimaboutthechangeofplan.
IpausedwhenIgottomyroomandfoundthedooropen.Someonehadbeenhere.Orwasstillhere.
Iwentin,andtomysurprise,itwasJaris.Hewasthereinthecenteroftheroom,leaningagainst thedresser.
Foramoment,Iwasrelievedthatitwasjusthimandnotsomeunwantedintruder.ButmyreliefwasshortlivedwhenInoticedtheangerinhiseyes.Andworseofitall,Iknewthereasonhewasthat way.
Beforehimweremybags,allpackedandlinedup.
HeknowsIwas tryingtoleave.
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