110 LYRIC Hemustsensemyfearbecausehesmirked.Calmdown,willyou?Ijustwanttotalk.
Heleanedagainstthewall,crossinghisarmslikethiswasanormalconversation.RememberthosetimesyouwereupsetthatIhadnttakenyoutobed? Igulpedhardathisquestion.Whywashebringingitup? Insteadoflettinghimruletheconversationwithmyfear,Iforcedmyselftoplaystrong.
Yeah.Youmeanallthosetimesyoudbringdifferentwomenhomeandmakemelistentotheirmoans?Sure,Iremember.
Hechuckled.Likethiswasfunnytohim?! IjustwantedtosayImsorry,Lyric.
Iscoffed.Sorryforwhat?FornotwantingtohavesexwithmebecauseIwastoouglytobelookedat? Well,you cantblameme,canyou?Yourfacewasnothingtowritehomeabout,Lyric.ImsureyouwouldnthavewantedtobewithmeifIwereugly.
Ishookmyheadathisshallowmindedness.Theassholeactuallythoughteverythingwasaboutlooks.
Honestly,IwishIcouldturnbackthehandsoftime,heshiftedfrom thewall.Idhavemadeyoufeelthebestkindofthingsinbed.
Please,Roderick.Cutit.Dont flatteryourself,thinkingyoure actuallythatimpressiveinbed.Imean,definitely,youmustveknownthosemoanswerefaked.
Hissmileslipped.Seeing that Ivehitasensitivespot,Icontinued.Youshouldbegoodatthis.Youshouldknow whenmoansare beingfakedorreal.Unless,sadly,youveneverheardrealmoansbefore.
Comeon,Lyric- Oneday,youslappedoneofyourbitcheswhenshedidntevenmoanatall.Itwasntuntilyouthreatenedherthatshegotintotheroleandstartedbringingouthercries.Itwasmyturn to smirk.Iheardit,Roderick.Itwasquiteshameful.

Finally,IgotRoderickFletcherwhereitreallyhurt.Becauserightnow,therewasnotraceofasmileonhisface.
Getoutofmyroom,Roderick.Orbetterstill,Igrabbedmybag.Imdonehere.Soyoucanhavetheroom.
ButwhenIreachedthedoorandtiredtoopenit,heroughlygrabbedmyarm.Itwassoroughitmademewince.
You thinktheyfaketheirmoans,huh?Hetaunted.Well,bearthisinmind,sweetLyric, soonerthanyouthink,Imgoingtofuckthatcuntofyours.Then,youlltellmeifthosemoansarebeingfakedornot.
AllIfeltwasrepulsionandtheneedtobreakhisnose.ButIknewthatdbeimpossiblewithsomeonelikeRoderick.
Letmego,asshole!Ijerkedmyhandfree.Dontevertouchmeagain.Ever!Ispatathimbeforerushingoutoftheroom.
IfeltbetterbythetimeIdrovebacktoDarkspire.TohellwithRoderickandhisstupidwords.
IcouldnthelpthefeelingofcalmthathitmeasIsteppedoutofmycar.Imissbeinghere.Iwouldntevendenyit.
TheguardsandservantsdippedtheirheadsatmeasImademywayin.ThefirstroomIwenttowasntevenmine,no.Itwastheone roomIdmissedthemostintheentirePack.
AuntyLyric!TheadorabletwinsjumpedonmethesecondIopenedthe door.
Heypumpkins!!!Whichofyoumissedme?!Ipulledthemintomyarms.

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Me! No,itwas me! Imissedyoumore,auntyLyric! WhileIwasaway,theykeptcallingandaskingwhenIdbeback.ImissedthemsomuchandfeltbadthatIwasawayfromthem.ButIwastooangryatJaristocomeback.
Howhaveyoubeen?Ooh,youretryingonnewdresses!Istepped backtoadmirewhattheyhadon.Goodness,theylookedmagnificent! Successfullyunlocked! Theirdesignerwasbythesideoftheroom,sm.ngatus.
Itsour birthdayoutfit.Whatdoyouthink,auntyLyric?Xylabeamed.
Hmm.WhatdoIthink?IplacedmyindexfingerundermychinlikeIwasreallythinking.IdsayyourethecutestkidsIve everseen.Trustme,ifanyotherkidswereto tryontheseclothes,theywouldntlookasgoodasyoutworightnow.
1/2 110 Theygiggled.Oh,suchcutesounds.
Ispentsomemoretimewiththem,discussinghowthepreparationsfortheirbirthdaywasgoing.Itwasjustfivedaysfrom now.
Onmywaytomyroom,IfoundKaelcoming.Hewaswearingasuitwhichwasaveryraresight.So,IrememberedhewassupposedtohavedinnerwithJace.
Ho,Kael.Howdid yourdinnergo?Iaskedwithawarmsmile.
HedidntlooksurprisedthatIknew.Ofcourse,JaceandIwerebestfriends.Heshouldknowhedtellme everything.
ButIdidntmissthesadnessinhiseyes.Itwasokay.
No,itwasnt.Everythingabout histonesaidthat.

ButIknewhewouldntwanttotalkaboutitwithme.IdjustaskJaceonmyown.
Iproceededtomyroomgods,Imisseditshoweredandchanged.
Istoodinfront ofthemirror,wearingmy pyjamasasIstareddownatthepackinmyhands.Forseveralminutes,Idbeenthiswayconflicted.
WhileI wasaway inFatherspack,ImissedsomanythingsaboutDarkspire.Thepeople,thekids,andnodoubt,Jarís.
Imissedthe dreamsIhadofhim.
Butrightnow,staringatthepillsinmyhands,despitethetemptation,theyfeltsowrongtoconsider.
Icouldntdothis.Icouldntcontinuelettingastupiddreamdetectmynights.
Jarismademefeellikeaslut.Andwhatif Iwasbyalwayshavingsexdreamsofhim?Whatdidthatmakeme,huh?Sniffling,Iputthepillsbackintomydrawerandsimplylaidinbed.
Aknockbrokethequiet.
IgotthedoorandmyheartthatdidskipthingywhenIfoundJarisinfrontofme.