The rise of the ugly Luna Novel

Chapter 188 LYRIC I kept tapping my legs against the floor , my arms wrapped around myself as I sat on the edge of the bed . I was shaking . Didn't even know if it was cold from the nausea or due to how shocked , worried and scared I was . I glanced at the clock . It's been thirty minutes . What the hell was taking him so long ? I stood up , pacing the room with my nails digging into my hair from time to time .

When I heard the door opening , I snappily turned like he was some sort of savior I'd been waiting on for ages . " Are you alright ? " He rushed forward . I figured he must've been pretty worried considering how I called and demanded his presence at home immediately . " No , I'm not . " My tone was biting . " As a matter of fact , I'm losing my mind and- " " Hey , calm down and talk to me . What's going on ? " I closed my eyes and took in a very deep breath .

" Have you been sleeping with me before now ? " The question seemed to freeze the air . Asking it myself actually made me more scared . " You know , I never thought I'd be saying this to you , but months before now , you and I … we used to have these sex dreams . It only happened in my dreams , you know , and I was sure that was all it was . But now … " I laughed . " It might seem I'd been delusional . So please , tell me the truth. Have you been sleeping with me ?

" His silence was killing . Why wasn't he saying anything ? " Did you leave those pills in my room ?! " My voice climbed a step higher " Wh - Why aren't you saying anything ?! " My eyes widened in horror . The guilt and disappointment was becoming more evident on his face . " Oh , gods . " I took some steps back . " It was you . " Fear gripped my throat so tight my next words were actually difficult to share . " Those pills … were they even real ?

I mean , did they only sedate me to make me think the sex were dreams ? What have you been doing to me !? " He stopped toward me , holding out his hands . " Lyric , I- " " No , don't touch me ! " I yelled . " For two months , you deceived me ! Had access to my body without even my knowledge and made me believe it was a dream ! How could anyone be so evil ?! How could you do this to me ? Yet , you got pissed off by the things your brother did ? You did worst ! You've been raping me !

" " It wasn't like that ! " It was his turn to yell . I don't think I'd seen Jaris look so guilty before . " Fuck , I'm sorry , Lyric . I didn't- " " Sorry ? " I laughed sarcastically . " You think sorry can fix this ? " " Fine . I admit - it was my biggest mistake . I should've done better- " " But you just don't care about people , do you ? You only care about getting what you want , no matter who gets hurt . Including sleeping with an unconscious woman .

" 1/3 Chapter 188 " Will you stop cutting me off ?! " His eyes were getting darker . What the hell ? " That's all you're concerned about right now ? You just got me pregnant and you're only concerned about me raising my voice ? ! * It wasn't until the words were but that I hated myself for not thinking . I held my breath as I turned away from him , digging my hands into my hair . For a full minute , Jarle dead silent . As was 1 , looking away from him .

" That's not possible , " he finally said , his voice barely above a whisper and edged with disbelief . " You can't You can't be . I mean , used protection at the time . " I turned angrily at him . " Well , I guess if the sex had been consensual , I'd have noticed the times the condom broke or something I didn't get myself pregnant ! " The memory came running to me - one morning when I'd woken up and found myself wetter than usual .

I'd waved it off as something normal considering I'd been horny during the night . Now , it made sense . Jaris shook his head , his eyes flying to my belly . " You're pregnant ? " His face became blurry . Took me a moment to realize I was crying . " Fuck , Lyric . " He turned toward the door , his hand going to his forehead . Gods , I shouldn't have told him . How unfortunate that my mouth was faster than my brain . I grabbed my bag and keys , wiping my tears as I headed to the door . " Wait .

Where are you going ? " Jaris held my hand before I could open the door . " Please , 1 can't deal with this right now . " " No , we need to talk . " " You know , " I sniffled , forcing my hand free from his . " I love kids and all , but I don't need this right now . I have a lot going on in my life that …. that makes all of this an inconvenience . I mean , yours is just set out - you'll be King , the mother of your children by your side as Luna . And me ? " I shrugged pathetically .

" I am just stuck here , ready to leave when my time with you is up . " More tears came spilling down . " You shouldn't have forced this on me , Jaris . Not now . " I sniffled and started toward the door . His hand reached for mine , grabbing me in an instant . " Please , we need to talk . " " I can't . " My voice broke even more . " Not now . I can't even think straight . " I tried to wipe my face , but more tears just came running down . I was fucking pregnant ! Had a life inside of me .

How did this happen ?! " Please , let me go . Please . " He finally did . And I left without looking back .