LYRIC Therewasapartytonight.
OneofthetoprankingAlphaswascelebratinghisbirthday.Itwasgoingtobea megapartyandofcourse,veryfun.Butforthepastfewdays,sincethenewsofitcirculated,Idbeentryingtopushitbehindme.
UntilJaceandIwereonaphonecallthiseveningandhehadtoremindmeofit.
Whatreyouwearingtotheparty?Youneedtodresstokill.Itsagameofwholooksthefinest,Lyric.Hegleamed.
Yeah,Iknow.ThiswasonereasonIneverattendedsuchpartiesyearsback.Thepressurewasoftentoomuch,andwell,withthescaronmyface,Inevertrulyfitin.
IdontthinkImgoing.Iloweredmyeyesasmycountenancedropped.
What?Why? WhenIsaidnothing,herealized.Shit.Jarishasntaskedyouyet,hashe? Accordingtoourcontract,Iwassupposedtoaccompanyhimtosuchevents.Butconsideringthefactthatwehaventspokentoeachothersincewegotmated,Iwasntsosureanymore.Although,Idhavereallylovedtogowithhim.
Itdoesntmatter.Youcanstillcomeonyourown,Ly.Icancomegetyouifyouwant,JacesuggestedbutIshookmyhead.
IjustfeltitdbeweirdifIhadtoshow uptosuchaneventwithoutmy newmate.AndIwasalmostsureJariswouldbegoing.Wouldntitbewrongifwewentseparately? Jacespenttheremainingminutesofourcalltryingtotalkmeintogoingalone.Butintheend,Irefused.
Whenthecall ended,ImademywaytomyclosetandsmiledwistfullyasIstaredatthefinegreendressstandinginthemiddleoftheroom.IfeltapangofsadnessasIranmyfingerthroughtherichstoned fabric.
IdgottenitonthedayIwasbuyingmyceremonialdress.Idhopedto wearitonmyfirstofficialoutingwith Jaris,justliketonight.Iwantedtomakeagoodimpressionbyhisside.

Butapparently,itwasuseless.
*********** JARIS Ittookmehourstogetbackto Darkspire.
DespitewhatIdachievedtoday,despiteknowingthatZarekhadlosthischance atwinning,Iwasfarfromsatisfied.
Imademywaytomyroomtohaveacoldshower.
Myhandsagainstthewall,IfeltthatfamiliarsenseofuneaseIdbeen feelingforthepastoneweek.Ittraveledallthewaytomycock.
Ishutmyeyesandtriedtoresistit.Itriedtopushthememoryintoadarkcornerofmymind.ButnomatterhowhardItried,itkeptcomingbacklikeastorm.
Iwasfrustrated.
Yet,intheend,Ihadnochoicebuttogiveintothedemand.Myhandrosetomyerection,jerkingattheimageofacertainwoman,wetandnaked.AwomanIshouldhavenobusinessthinkingabout.AwomanIhatedthatIwasthinkingabout.
itmademeangryasmuchasitbroughtmepleasure.Andinafewminutes,Icamedoneinmyhand,myreleasedroppingtothe floor.
Illadmitthefeelingwasalwayseuphoric.Thebestkindoffeeling.
ButafterIclimbeddownfrommyhigh,theweightofmyactionsdawnedonmelikealways.Isuddenlyhatedmyselfforbeinghardandcomingtothemereeroticimageofsomeonethathadbetrayedme.

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Whatwasevenmoreinfuriating?Iwantedmore.
ItwasthefourthtimeIwascumingtoherimageinthebathroom,andeachtime,itleftmewantingmore.Wantingmorethanthepleasuremyhandsprovided.
Idetestedit,butmywillseemedtobeuselessagat Whothehellwasthiswitch? Successfullyunlocked! AngrilyIfinishedmyshowerandreturnedtotheroomtogetdressed.
Iwaspissednowandcouldntevensleep.So,Ithoughtofdistractingmyselfwithsomelettersanddocumentsinmyhomeoffice.
1/2 46 Iwasdeepintoitwhensomeoneknocked,sparkingmyirritationfordistractingme.
Whosit?Irasped.
Thedooropenedslowly,followedbythefaceoftheonewomanIdidntwanttolayeyesonrightnow.
Whatthehell? MyfingerstightenedaroundmypenasIdidallIcouldtokeepmyangeratbay.
Shewalkedin,wearingablackshortthatstoppedaboveherknee,andameshtoponit.
Herhairwasupin atightponytail,herlipscoloredwithanudelipstick.
Shelookedsimpleyetundeniablyalluring.

Iloweredmyeyestothepapersinfrontofme,refusingtoacknowledgethatthought.
Whatreyoudoinghere?Thewordscameoutclipped.
Icouldtellshewasnervous.Andhereyeslookedsad.
Um….Goodevening,AlphaJaris.Ididntmissthetremorinhervoice.
Whywasshesoafraid?Shedneverbeenafraidto disobeyme.ShewasntafraidwhenshesleptwithZarek.
Iliftedmyeyestoher,startingfromherlegs.IimaginedZarekrunning hisdirtyhandsupthoselegs.Iimagined himtouchingwhathewasneversupposedtotouch.
Shehadkissedhimsopassionatelyinthevideo.Thevideowasmuted,butIhad seenherlipsmoving.Theydbeentalking.Ididntwanttoimaginethefilthywordsshemustvebeensayingtohim.
Ithoughtshecouldbedifferent.Ithoughtshewasdecent.Butshewascheap.Disappointinglyso.
Whatdoyouwant,Lyric?Ineededhertoleaveassoonaspossible.
The hostilityin myvoicemust affect her,becauseIcouldseetheslightrecoil.
Ium…Ijustwantedtoaskaboutthe party.AlphaRhysparty.Fromthecontract,youmentionedmeaccompanyingmetosuchevents.Butyouhaventsaidanything.So… Whileshewent onspeaking,Ikepttryingtopicturewhatstupidholdshehadoverme.WhycouldntIgetheroutofmyhead? Andevennow,thereasonIdesperatelywantedhergone wasbecause shewasdistractingme.Hearingherspeak,allIwantedtodowashaulhertothewall,ripoffherclothesandfuckher.
ButIshouldntwantthat.Ihatedthiswomanforwhatshedidto me.Ishouldntdesireherthisway.So,whatwasthisstupidpullthatkeptdrawingmetoher? 2/2