Chapter 59 Ayla RollingoverandfeelingforThaneinmybedfirstthingthismorningonlytofindanemptysideofthebedisdisappointing.IamnotsurewhatIthoughtwouldhappenorhowthisseparationwouldwork.IguessIdidntthinkatall.Gettingoutofbedhasmewincing.Turnsoutcomingclosetodeathbyorgasmscanbepainfulvaguelyrememberwaterlastnightandbythefeelofmyhair ,Thanemusthavebathedme.Heisquitepossiblythemostthoughtalphahaveeverencountered.Ihavenomemoryofmy fatherbeingsoaffectionatewithmymother.Glancingoverattheclock,Ifindanoteleft
behind.
LittleWolf- I had togetupearlierthanexpectedforalphaduties.

I want to thank youfor givingusthenight.It isonethatIwillkeep inmyheartforever.Just knowthatasyouralpha,I will doeverything possible to ensure your safety if you choosetobepack.Iwantyoutoalsoknowthatnomatter whatyouwillremainwithme.Iamquitecertainourconnection may be difficultforusbothtobreak, butnecessarygoingforward .
Nomatterhowpainful, youare the strongestshifter Iknow and can pull through anything .Iwillgetaholdof youwhenIknowmoreinregardtoyourmatesituation.I cant promise I will be in agoodmoodthough .Just knowit has nothingtodowithyou .IhaveplacedMonicasnumberin yourphone .
Shesaid she took you to themesshall and I think you twowould makegreatfriends.Iamproud forthem little wolf .

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You deserveit.Tolive.of youfor going.Thinkabout what other things you are now strong enough todo and go -Thane IfIcouldcry,Iwouldbe doingso .But,as I wait,notearscome.Last nightwasthebestnightofmylife.However,thismorningis oneofthehardestIhavehad.No,itdoesntcompareto anyofthehorrificdaysIexperiencedwhen kidnapped,butadifferentkind ofhard.Heartbreak,sadnesshard.Ireallydonthavewordstodescribeit.Igathermyselfemotionally anddecidetoshoweranddressfortheday.IfIamgoingtomeetmyfatedmate,Idefinitelydont
wanttosmelllikealphamusk.IwouldntthinkKianwouldattackhisalpha,butshifterswilldofighttodeathoverthemates, especially iftheyfeel threatened byanother.Idontneedtomeetmymateandgetcaughtinashifterfight.IalsodontneedtomeetmymateandhavehimmurderedbyThane, althoughIcouldkeephimthatway.Until hefoundhismate.ThenIwouldbealoneand worthless.
No, showeringisamust.

Ihavebutterfliesinmystomach,andIfeellikeI couldthrowupatthesametimefrombeingsonervousattheprospectofmeetingKian.Staringatmyclothes,tryingtocomeupwiththe perfectoutfitisenoughtoenrageme.Idecidetosettleonskinnyjeans,kneehighbootswithalittleheel, ablackknit,offoneshouldersweater, andmylonghairbraidedovermyshoulder.Idontwantto giveoffthewrongimpressionandIonlyhaveratherplainclothingtochoosefrom.Thanestatedhewouldtakemeshopping,butnowIthinkgetting moneyandaskingMonicamaybethe betteridea.Although,I a
mnotsureIcanask Thaneformoney,truthfullyItmaybetimetothinkaboutemployment.IfI canthinkoftherightjob, onewithouttoomanyencounterswithalphas,I couldpossiblydoit.Ijustdontknowwhattheitisyet.Iputonsomemascaraandlipglossandcallitgood.