Imusthavefallenasleep,orsomethingisinmyeyes.Myeyesareblurry,myvisionalmosttunneled.Icanhearsomeonetalkingfaintlyin thebackgroundofmymind.Two someones.Theirspeechgarbled,muffledalmost.Icantmakeoutwhattheyare saying,butIcanheartheirwordsaregettinglouderandmybodyis jostlingaround.Shaking.Issomeoneshakingme?ThenIhearit.Someoneisyelling.Theiryellsareloudandneverending.Fullofpainanddesperation.Afemininevoice.ThenIhearmynameclearlybeingcalledwhileIamshakenaround.AmIscreaming?Icannolongertalk,butapparen
tlyin lessthan24 hoursIcanlaughandscream.Lifehassomecrueljokes.Thefatesmustbelaughingatme.Theymusthavespentthelasttenyearslaughingat me.
Ayla,Ayla.Itisme,Thane.Stophurtingyourself.AylaSTOPThaneishere,andheistryingtouseanalphabarkonme.Why?Iamnotsure,unlessitistogetmetostopscreaming.Alphaparksdontworkonme,buthewouldntknowthat.Well,heknowsnowIguess.Anothersecretthatistryingtowormitswayoutofme.Aylastop.Youarehurting yourself.Youneedtocalmdownlittlewolf.Slowyourbreathingdownand stopclawingyourneck.Clawingmyneck?Idontfeelanything.Ohwait,thereitis.Pain.

SomethingIamalltoofamiliarwith.Yes,apparentlyIamhurtingmyself.Why?Idontknow.Iamtryingtoarouseand breakthroughtothechaosaroundme,butitisntworking.Thewardenishere, inmymind.Heisbeatingme.Hehasthechainaroundmyneck.Thechain: shere.Ihavetogetitoff.IhavetoGETITOFF .Thane, shesgettingworse.Ineedtosedateher.Sheishavingafullblownpanicattack,probably hallucinatingbythelooksofherbody.Shestryingtogetsomethingoffofher.Iknowthatvoice.ItisEric,thehealer.Yes,hecanhelpmegetitoff.Doit.Giveherwhateversheneeds.Hur
ry .Ifeelasmallpricktomyneck,thenarushofwarmth.Darknessfloodsmyvisionandthevoicesstop.
Beep.Beep.Beep.Beep.Beep.Beep.Lubdub.Lubdub.Lubdub.WhenwillshewakeupEric.Whatthehellhappenedbackthere?I wenttocheckonherandshewas screamingandclawingatherneckNothingI saidwas helpingheratall.Nothingworked.

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Alpha amsuredonthavetoexplainanyofthattoyou.ShewasprobablyThane.Shehas severePTSDwhichcauseshallucinations.Iadeepintoahallucination.Whatweneedtofigureoutwaswhattriggeredit.Ifwecanidentifyhertriggers, besidestheobviousWecanhelpheravoidthisinthefuture.Whatistheobvioustrigger?Men.Alphashifters.Anythingsexualinnature.Cages ,medicalinjectionsetc.Well,wehavespentsometimetogether.Doingvarious… activitiesthatshouldhavetriggeredher , buttheydidnt.Notatthetimeanway.Alpha,Iamnotjudging,nordoIcare.
It seemsasthoughshereallytrustsyou.Some emotionaltriggermusthavesetheroff.Aflashbackcausedbysomething.Itcouldhavebeenanything.
CyrusisoutsideEric.

Pleaselethimin.Surethingalpha.
WhatthehellhappenedThane?Ididnttellyousheneededtoget outofherroomsforyoutobringhertothedamnhospital.Shewas havingapanicattack.Iamnotsurewhatbroughtiton.IbetifyouthinkhardenoughThane,youcanprobablyfigureitout.WhatthehellareyoutalkingaboutCyrus ? Nothing.NevermindThane.What? IFyougotsomethingtosay,say it.Oh,Igotplentytosay.Nowisntthetimethough.
Aretheyarguingoverme?Imustbebackintheclinic.IfeelgroggyandIamnotabletoopenmyeyes,butIcanhearwhatis goingonaroundme.Howthehellare yougoingtotellherthatsomeoneisoutthere runningaroundthetownlookingforherbecausesheishismate?Youcanttellherlikethis.Whatifitsendherintoanotheroneoftheseepisodes?Waitaminute.Mate?Didhesaymate?