Chapter 49 Ayla Iawakenfrommysleepinameadow.Sittingupconfused;Itakeinmysurroundings.ThelastthingIrememberwasslidingdownthewallofmyroom.Irememberfeelingfearandanxiety.Now,Iwakeupinadeepgreenfieldoftallgrass.Icanhearafainttricklingofacreekorsomeformofrunningwater.Therearebeautifultreeseverywherewithbloomingflowersandthelightofthemoonbrightlyshinesovereverything.Istandupandbrushmyclothingoff.Hello?Isanyonethere?Iturnaroundandscanthearea,butIseenobody.IthinkIrememberThanetalkingtome.Somethingvaguean
dgarbledaboutmythroatandsomethingelse.Iamnotsurewhat,butitfeelslikeIamforgettingsomethingimportant.
Istartwalkingthroughthemeadowandfindaworndownpaththroughthetrees.Idecidetofollow.Ihavenoideaifitisagoodideaornot,butIreallyhavenootheroptionsatthispoint.Ifollowthepath,andit leadstoawideopening.Aclearingfromthetreesstraighttoacreekwithalargewaterfall.Iwalkovertothewaterandstopsuddenlyinmytracks.Sittingnexttothecreekontherocksisthemostbeautiful,snowwhitewolfIhaveeverseen.Immediately recognize her.Sheisme.Ihaveonlyseenheronetime,butIknowthatsheismymissinghalf.Sheismywolfandsheisbeautiful AramanaI
getoutinquietwhisper.SheimmediatelyturnsherheadtolookatmewithherpiercingtealeyesandIfeellikeIam finallyhome.Theoverwhelmingsenseofpeacewashesovermeandknowthatsheissafe,free,andprotected.ThatisallIeverwantedforher.Forherto befreewhileIwascaged.ForhernottofeelwhatI wasfeelingandgothroughwhatI wentthrough.Inhindsight,thewolfsbanewasablessingindisguise,becauseitkeptherprotected.Aramana, whatareyoudoinghere?Wherearewe?Ihavemissedyousomuch.

Itisokaymychild.Weareinthedeeprecesses of yourmind.Ihavebeenhere, caged withoutyouforaslongasyouhavebeencagedyourself.Mycagemaybeprettier,butacage allinitsown.Iam sorryI couldntprotectyou , mysweetAyla.Thereisnt amomentthatgoesbythatIdontwishIcouldhavebeenwithyou.Iwouldhavesavedyou.Iwouldhavesavedus.Youmayhavebeentrappedhere,butIamhappyyouwerentwithme.
If somethingwouldhavehappened toyou , iftheywouldhavehurtyoubecauseofwhoweare,Iwould havediedAramana.I couldntliveknowingthatyouwerebeingtorturedrightalongsideme.IwhispertoherasI sitdownnexttoherandwatchthewatercomingdownthewaterfall.
Itismyhonor asyourwolftoprotectyou.
Andwithour specialgifts,Icouldhavesavedyou.Ireachouttoyouoften,but youhavemelockedaway.Notintentionally,butIremainawayallthesame.WhatdoyoumeanIhaveyoulockedaway?Ihavebeenwaitingforyouandlongingforyousincewehavebeenfreed.NoAyla.
Youhavemelockedawaynowoutoffearof whoweare.Yes,wewerestolenbecauseofwhoweareandthegiftswepossess,butyouhavetocometoterms withwhoyouareand whowearedestinedtobeandwhatwearemadetodo.Youcannothopeformemychildandplantorunawayandhideme,hideusfromtheworld.Wehavearesponsibilitybecauseofthegiftswepossessfromthefates.Wehavearesponsibilitytorule,tolead,andtouseourgiftstobetterthepacksinwhichwearealliedwith, apartof, madefor.Wehavenopackleft.Thecastleestateandsurroundingvillage wasburnedtotheground.Burnedb

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ecauseofwhowe are.Iwastakenandmyfamilymurderedbecauseevilalphasdecidedthattheydidntneedtoberuledanddidntneedtohaveawhitewolfaround.Thepackshouldnothavebeenhiddeninthefirstplace child.Thewhitewolfisdestined torule.
Tobe thepersonwhodecideswhatgiftshelpwhichpacks.
Asawhitewolfwiththegifting,thefirstonein50plusyears,thatisyourcalling.Youweremadetolead.Theshifterworldneedsaccountability.Thereareevilpackswithevilagendas.Thegiftwaschosenforyou.Iwaschosenforyou.Thatmeansyouarecalled,andyouhavetheabilitywithinyourself todoit.Youjusthavetoacceptitformetobefree.
Idontwanttorule.I cant.Iambroken.Ihavepanicattacks,hallucinations,nightmares.Ilivemylifeconstantlyfunctioningwithalowleveloffear .IthoughtIhadaclosebondtoThane, butIwaswrong.Iamalone.IfIdonthaveyou,Ihavenothing.IneedyouAramana.

Youhavetoacceptmechild.Whenyoudo,I willprotectyou.Iwillkeepyousafe.Nobodywillharmaheadonourheadeveragain.Wearegiftedbythefates.Calledto leadbravelyandwithstrength.DonotunderestimatewhatIwilldotokeepyousafeAyla.Youmaybetimidandfearfulnow,butIamnot.Youwillhealandrecover, andIwillprotectyouwhileyoudo.Iwilleliminateanywhodarewishusharm.IwillripoutthethroatsofallthathavewrongedusAyla.MychesttightensasItakeinherwords.Sheis right.Iamtimidandfearful,Quietandnotbold,butasIsitherewatchingmywolfandtakingi
nherwords,Iknowthatshemeansit.Herwordsholdpower,andIfeelthem.Sheisstrongandbrave.Sheisboldandfearless.EverythingIwishIwas.Iamnotsurehowever,ifIcanbringmyselftotakeonthatpersonality,thatrole.Thatis alottothinkaboutAramana.Iwantyouatperson.YouhavetimetothinkAyla.Iamalwayshere,deep.Ialwayswillback,butIdontknowifIamstrongenoughtobe feelit,IwillbreakthroughyourholdsandIwillreturntoyou.Ijusthopeyoumaketherightdecisionbeforethathappens.
Whatisthatsupposedtomean Aramana?Sheislookingatme,butsheisstaringtofade.Thetreesaregettingblurry,andmysurroundingsaremoving.Icannolongerhearthewaterfallandrushingwater.I amlosingher.
be.You willcometoapoint whereyouneedme.