Chapter41 Ayla Withthesunsrayscascadingthroughmywindow,Iawakengroggyandconfused.LastthingIrememberwasThanegiving methefirstorgasmanyalphahasevergivenme.Iwaslostinitsecstasyandaftershocks.NowIam aloneinmybed.DoIregretwhathappenedwithThane?Yes.BecauseoncehediscoverswhatItrulyah,itcouldbealloverformyselforforhim.DoIregretthe mostpleasurableorgasmofmylifewiththemostgorgeous,thoughtshifteryet?No.However,Icantfeelanythingbutdisappointmentwakingalone.PartofmefeelsashamedofthemerethoughtIhadthathewoulds
tayandholdme.

Runningmyhandsdownmyfaceandrubbingsleepout Igetupandpadmywaytothebathroomforaquicklyc eyes,slingmylegsoverthesideofmybedwitha groan.Stretching, WhyIdontknow.Ihavenowheretogoandnobodytosee.Ifindmyselfcontemplatingmyplacehereinthispack.OneminuteIamokaywithstaying,thenextIamdeterminedtoleave.IbelievethelatterhasalottodowithThane.Justthinkingaboutwhatwedidhas mybodyheatingupagain.
Quicklydressing,Icheckmyphoneandofcoursetherearenomessagesfromhim.WhatdidIexpect?Sappywords?Apologies? I havenoidea.Sittingonthecouch,closetodeathfromboredom,I am joltedfrommythoughtsbyaknockonthedoor.PeeringthroughthepeepholeIcanseeitisMonicawithatrayoffood.Hecantmessageme, buthecan orderfoodforme? I takeadeepinhaleandletherin.Sheisbeautifulandgraceful.Remindsmea lotof myyoungersister.Oh, whatI wouldntgivetoseeheragain ThaneorderedyousomebreakfastthismorningandIamjust deliveringit.Letmeknowif
youneedanythingelse.Beforeshecan leave,Igrabherwristandholdupmyindexfinger.Youwantmetowait?Inodmyheadyesandheadtotheislandto getmy writingpad.BeforeIcantalkmyselfoutofmymomentofcourage, quicklyscribbleoutmynoteandpassitovertoher.Youwantmetoshowyouthekitchen?Inodmyheadyes.OnceuponatimeIlovedsneakingintothekitchensatour castleestate.LearninghowtobakefromthestaffandMissMarysfamousdoublechocolatechunkcookieswerethehighlightofmost ofmydays.

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Well,IamnotsureIshoulddothat.AlphaThanedidntsayI couldnt, butImayneedhispermission.Ishakemyheadnoandquicklyscribbleanothernote.Heneversaidyoucouldntleaveyourrooms.Areyousure? Inodmyheadyesandshelingersonmeforamomentbeforeagreeing.OkayeatyourbreakfastandIwill bebackinanhourtogiveyouakitchentour.Iwillbeonbreakthenanyway.Ismileandwavebyetoherandquicklyturntodevourmyomeletanddoughnuts.
Doughnutsfirst, ofcourse.

Afterbreakfast,Monicaistruetoherwordandarrivesonthedot.Wewalktotheelevatorsandtakethemdowntothemesshallandkitchen.Ifeelmypulsequickeningandbreathingincreaseknowingthatforthefirsttime,Iamgoingtoseeothershifters.
Iammakingthisdecisionmyself,butIwouldfeelalotsaferif Thanewashere.Itwillbe okayAyla.AlphaThanehasmadethosethatlivehereawareofyourstayandwhy.Nobodywillgiveyoutroubleorbotheryou.Wearereallyafriendlypack.Severalwomenhave!passeddownthesehalls,rescuedlikeyourself.Plus,weallrememberwhatAlphaThaneandhisfamilywentthroughwith hissister.Wehavea specialplaceinourheartforallthewomenbroughthere.Whethertheystay orgo.Theyarewithusforever.