Chapter 12 Ayla Well Ayla , I am happy to tell you that the wolfsbane is barely in your system now .
You may feel a bit tired still , but your labs look great .
I do want you to focus on putting on some weight .
I truly feel if we can get your weight up and get you healthier that we have a great chance of your wolf coming back .
I think she was drowned in poison to keep her suppressed , but now I think once you start to acclimate and be around other wolves , she will resurface .
Eric educates me .
Hes been giving me discharge instructions all morning in anticipation of my release to the pack house .
The thought of seeing other shifters , or being around anyone terrifies me .
I feel anxious just thinking about the anxiousness that I anticipate feeling when I see them and now , I feel nauseous .
It must be written all over my face because Eric is quick to pick up on it .
It will be alright Ayla .
Being around others will be tough at first , but you are the strong , you can do it .

Oh , Thane is pulling in now .
The thought up seeing him again has my pulse sky rocketing , but I dont feel scared .
I actually feel mildly excited .
Or moderately eager .
I cant explain what I am feeling .
Hes been so good to me .
Thane walks into my room and if I felt I could talk , I wouldnt be in this moment .
I am at a loss for words as I look at him .
He is ruggedly handsome in his black button up shirt , first few buttons unbuttoned with his sleeves rolled half up , dark jeans and messy black hair .
The shirt is tight and accentuates his large muscles all over his 6 foot 4 frame .
He has a dimpled smile when he sees me and I feel my heart melting .
This man smells amazing and he is gorgeous .

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I can feel my face heating and I quickly look down at my hands .
Is everything set for her release Eric ? Yes , alpha .
I have her labs back and already instructed her on eating well to get her weight up .
The wolfsbane is pretty much out of her system and I think when she acclimates to her surroundings and is around other wolves , she may even get hers back so to speak .
Whats your wolfs name Ayla ? Thane asks me and I feel hopeful , but also sad .
Ive been without her for so long .
I quickly grab my paper and write Aramana .
Aramana , that is a beautiful name for what I can only assume is a beautiful wolf .
Have you shifted before Ayla ? Thane asks and I am immediately thrown back into a flashback .
One time I have shifted and that onetime costs me my entire family .
My heartrate spikes and I start to shake .
My eyes are blurry and I cant catch my breath .

I am panicking and clawing at my blankets trying to get away .
Away from what , I dont know , but I have to get out of here .
They could find me here .
Ayla , Ayla , it is okay sweetheart .
Little wolf , can you hear me ? You need to slow your breathing down with me .
It will be okay .
You dont have to answer any questions you dont want to , but we need to get you calmed down .
My vision improves as I rapidly blink and I can see Thane on my bed , arms on my shoulders , leaning in so we are face to face .
His earthy pine smell is comforting as I regulate my breathing and calm my nerves .
I hold up one finger .
You have shifted only once little wolf ? I nod my head yes .
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