Chapter52 Keepthatfileonyourpotenti mate.Lookitover anddecideifyouwanttomeethimornot.Therewouldnormallybenoreason not,butyouhaveextensivetraumatoworkthroughandhedoesknowthatyet.Wehaventtold himwefoundyoueither.Ericthinkshecould helppullyourwolfout.Iamnotsosure.DecideandletmeknowAyla.Withthat,hebendsdownandkissesmeonthecheekandleavesmyrooms.Igrabthefolderoffofthecoffeetableandheadtomybed.Ichangeintoloungeclothesandcurlupagainsttheheadboardandsnuggledeepintomycomforter.Iopenthefolder,andIammetwith
aphotoofashifter.Appearstonotbeanalpha.Heiscute,inaboyishsense.Sandyblonde,wavyhit.Nicejawline,muscularbuild.Notasmuchas Thaneandclearlynotastall.Nodimpleseither.WhywouldthefatespairmewithashifterwithoutdimpleswheneverytimeIsee ThanesIwanttotakeabiteoutofhim?Hedoeshaveanicesmile.Iamanomega;however,Ithoughtomegasalmostalwayswere pairedwithstrongalphasduetoourabilitytotakethelargestknotsandlivethemostchildren.Thatpartdoesntmakesense,butmaybewhatIheardwaswrong.

DoIwanttomeetastrangerthatclaimsmyscentisamatchforhim?I couldreconnectwithAramanaandbesure,butifhefindsoutIamagiftedwhitewolf,hecouldtellothers,hecouldexpectmetostepintomyseatofauthority,hecouldshunme.Hecouldsellmeoff.MythoughtsareracingwithjustabouteverynegativethingIcouldconjureup.Fatedmateswouldnttreattheirsignificantotherthatway.Thebondwouldntallowit,orsoIwastaughtwhenIwaslittle.Iguessthatdoesntmeanitistrue.Hemaynotwantme.Iamdamagedgoodswithenoughmentaltraumatobeinstitutionalizedforlifewith
.Ihavenowayofknowingifhereallyismymateorwhatisintentionswouldbewithoutmeetinghim.Maybethebondwouldform,andwewouldforgetabouttheworld,andhewouldleavewithme.Wecouldstartoversomewhereandhecouldloveme,withoutmywolf.Ialsohavetothinkaboutprotectingherfromtheworld.However,ifweleave , thereis noThane.If Ihaveamate, thereisnoThane.IfThanedoesntdorelationships,andIamclearlynot hismate, thenthereis noAylaandThane.EverywayIlookatitleadstonoThane.Thatrealizationhurtsmyheart.Forsomereason,Idontwanttoleavehim.

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Maybeitsinfatuationbecauseherescuedme.MaybeeverythingIfeelforhimwillleaveoncemybondslips inplace.Idontknow,butthereisonlyonewaytofindout.
vemybondlisin IsendThaneatextthatIamwillingtomeetKiantomorrow.IfIhaveamate,Ioweittohimatleasttodecidewhetherornothewantsmeorwantstorejectme.IamnotsureI couldlivethroughrejection, butmaybeitwouldbeforthebettermentofAramana.Ifhedoesntwantmewolfless, I couldberejectedandstillkeephersafe.TypingtoThanethatIamwillingtomeetanotherwolfshifterfeelswrong.Dirty.Ithurts, butwecausedthisproblemourselvesandwe needtofairtoourmates,whoevertheyare orwheretheyare.MaybefatebroughtmeherejustforKian.Idontknow.Afewm

inuteslater thereisaknockonmydoor,andIlookthroughthepeepholetoseeThane.Shirtlessandingraysweatpants.Iopenthedoorandslidemygazeoveris abdomen,hisVlineandslowlybackuptohiseyestobemetwith asmugsmirk.Ifeverythingisgoingto changetomorrow,thenIthinkwedeserveonenight.andthenhecrasheshislipsdownontomine.
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