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[Jasmine's POV] The email arrives Tuesday morning while I'm elbow-deep in breakfast chaos. Chloe's demanding specific yogurt flavors that don't exist, Zoe's having an existential crisis about whether unicorns feel pain, and my phone pings with a notification that makes my hands freeze mid-pour of orange juice. Subject: URGENT - Major Commission Opportunity My manager, Diane, never uses all caps unless it's actually urgent. I abandon the kitchen, lock myself in the bathroom-only place in this house that offers thirty seconds of privacy-and open the email with trembling fingers. Major artist.

Full album of commissioned work. The kind of project that defines careers, that transforms "producer" into household name. The money alone would secure the girls' college funds and then some. Six-figure contract. Creative control. My name front and center on an album that will actually matter. But there's a collaborator assigned. Industry standard for projects this scope-two producers balancing each other's strengths, preventing creative tunnel vision. The artist requested specific pairing based on complementary styles. The collaborator is Elijah Hart. My stomach flips.

Not subtle flutter-full acrobatic rotation that makes breathing difficult. His name glows on the screen, innocuous font rendering it ordinary when it's anything but. Professional opportunity or dangerous temptation? The question loops in my head, unanswerable, both options true simultaneously. I stare at the email for twenty minutes. Read it eleven times. Calculate implications from every angle. This is the biggest opportunity of my career. The kind that doesn't come twice.

The money alone would secure the girls' futures-college funds fully funded, emergency cushion rebuilt, financial stability that's been fractured since choosing motherhood over consistent work. But working with Elijah means hours in studios together. Late nights collaborating when creativity peaks after midnight. That connection I felt in Nashville-the ease, the recognition, the dangerous awareness-intensified by creative intimacy.

I think about Liam's hands in her hair last night, gentle and possessive, washing away Nashville like he could cleanse me of whatever changed during those three days. Think about the way Asher held her close, arms banded tight with the desperation of someone trying to hold together what's slipping away. Finn's whispered promises against my neck-we'll be better, we'll be present, don't drift away from us. I love them. God, I love them with the kind of bone-deep certainty that should make decisions easy. Should make saying no to temptation automatic, reflexive, the only acceptable choice.

So why does the thought of saying yes to this project make my heart race? Why does my pulse kick up reading Elijah's name, body responding with visceral enthusiasm to the prospect of spending structured, professional, completely appropriate time with a man who sees me as artist instead of mother? Why does opportunity feel synonymous with danger, and why am I considering it anyway? I show the email to the brothers that evening. Wait until the girls are in bed, until we're all gathered in the living room with the day's chaos finally settled.

Pull up the contract on my phone and pass it around, watching their faces as they read. Liam's eyes go wide. "This is huge!" "Holy shit, Jazz." Finn's grinning, genuine delight crinkling the corners of his eyes. "Take it!" Asher's scrolling through the details with clinical precision, already calculating logistics. "You deserve this. This is exactly the recognition your work warrants." Their enthusiasm should feel validating. Should erase the doubt eating at me. Instead, it just highlights how little they're considering the implications.

How none of them are asking the questions that should be obvious. None of them ask who the collaborator is. The contract lists it clearly-Elijah Hart, co-producer, equal billing. But they're too focused on the opportunity, the prestige, the money. Too busy celebrating to notice the information I'm carefully not volunteering. I don't mention his name. Don't say I met him in Nashville, that we sang karaoke until two AM, that his hug lingered in ways that felt significant. Don't confess that reading his name made my stomach flip with something that definitely isn't professional excitement.

Second lie by omission. Bigger than the first. Growing from hairline fracture into actual fissure, the kind that threatens structural integrity. "So you'll take it?" Liam's looking at me with pride that makes my chest ache. "This is what you've been working toward." "Yeah." The word emerges steadier than it should. "I'll take it." Finn spins me around the kitchen in celebration. Physical manifestation of joy, his hands gripping my waist, lifting me off the ground with the easy strength I've always loved.

The girls appear from nowhere, giggling at Daddy Finn's antics, drawn to the rare sight of adults expressing uncomplicated happiness. "My girl's a fucking rock star!" He's grinning wide, pulls me close, kisses me breathless. His hands grip my hips with possessive intensity, the kind of touch that stakes claims. The girls' giggles fade into background noise as his mouth moves against mine with the fierce pride of someone celebrating my success as his own achievement. When he releases me, I'm dizzy.

From the spinning or the kiss or the weight of what I just agreed to-unclear, all of it tangling together until I can't separate cause from effect. Later, in bed with Liam while Asher and Finn handle some late-night work crisis, he makes love to me with fierce pride. Not the gentle reconnection from last night-this is claiming, celebrating, proving something. His hands map familiar territory with renewed urgency, mouth trailing possessive paths down my throat. Each touch is punctuated with words I can barely process through the sensations.

"So fucking proud of you." His voice is rough against my neck, breath hot on oversensitized skin. "Always knew you were meant for this." He's inside me, moving with the deliberate precision of someone who knows exactly how to make my body respond. My hands fist in the sheets, back arching, pleasure building with devastating efficiency. He knows me. Knows exactly where to touch, how much pressure, the rhythm that unravels me completely. I'm coming apart beneath him, control fracturing, and his name tears from my throat. "Liam-" I come with his name on my lips.

His specifically, deliberately, choosing in that moment to anchor myself to him. To prove that physical response belongs to the man inside me, not the one whose laugh won't stop echoing in my memory. But even as pleasure crashes through me, even as I'm gasping his name and clinging to his shoulders, Elijah's laugh echoes. That moment in Nashville when he threw his head back, uninhibited joy, the line of his throat exposed. The way he looked at me like I was the only person worth seeing. The recognition in his eyes that had nothing to do with sex and everything to do with being understood.

What kind of person does that? What kind of partner? What kind of woman? The kind who's already made the choice. Who accepted the project knowing full well what it means. Who's building architecture of deception one brick at a time, telling herself it's just work while her body remembers Nashville karaoke and lingering hugs and possibilities she swore she'd never consider. I accept the project officially the next morning. Send the signed contract before I can second-guess. Before rational thought intervenes.

Before the part of me that should protect what I have can override the part that wants this opportunity with visceral intensity I'm not examining too closely. First session scheduled for next week. Local studio-thank god, no travel required, no suspicious absence to justify. Just three hours on Thursday afternoon. Diane's already coordinated schedules, confirmed equipment, handled logistics with the efficiency I'm paying her for. Three hours alone in a studio with Elijah. Creating together, that particular intimacy of collaboration that strips away pretense. Nothing inappropriate.

Nothing that violates the boundaries of my committed relationships. Just work. I tell myself it's just work. Repeat it mentally while responding to Diane's logistics email. While coordinating childcare coverage for Thursday afternoon. While explaining to the brothers that I have a session scheduled, carefully not mentioning with whom. Just work. Professional obligation. Completely appropriate collaboration between industry equals. Just work. The lie is getting easier to tell. That should terrify me more than it does. Virgin Dot Com