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[Jasmine's POV] Sunday evening arrives too fast and not fast enough. I'm nervous, excited, missing them so desperately my chest aches. Liam drives while I check my phone obsessively, confirming pickup time for the fifteenth time. "They're fine," he reminds me. "They've been fine all week." "I know." I don't know. I need to see them, touch them, confirm they're still mine. We pull up to Asher's building, and before I can unbuckle my seatbelt, the door bursts open.

Two small bodies explode onto the sidewalk-tanned, happy, talking over each other in that excited chaos that means they have stories to tell. I drop to my knees on the pavement, arms open. They crash into me like small missiles, solid and warm and real. My babies. A week felt like years. I breathe them in-sunscreen and lake water and childhood and that indefinable scent that means they're mine. "I missed you so much." "We missed you too, Mommy!" They say it in unison, then immediately launch into overlapping chatter about their week.

"-and the boat went so fast-" "-Elena's family has a dog, Mommy, a huge dog-" "-Daddy Asher let us stay up until nine-" They're excited about the week, not the reunion. Their energy is forward-focused, reliving adventures rather than celebrating return. They had fun. Without me. Real, genuine fun. It's healthy. Children should be adaptable, should thrive in different environments with different caregivers. This proves I've raised resilient daughters. It still hurts. Asher appears in the doorway, carrying their bags.

He looks relaxed, happy, like a week with the girls rejuvenated him rather than exhausted him. "They were perfect. No problems." He sets the bags beside me. "Took to the lake like fish." Elena steps out behind him, and the girls immediately run to hug her goodbye. The casual affection in that gesture makes something twist in my chest. "They're wonderful girls," Elena says, and she means it. "We'd love to have them again." The girls hug Asher next, cling to him in ways they didn't when we dropped them off. They've bonded, deepened their relationship beyond bi-monthly visits.

This is their extended family now. Not just biological connection but real relationship. People who care about them, make time for them, invest in their happiness. I should resent this. Should feel threatened by how easily my daughters have integrated Elena into their circle. Instead, I feel... grateful. These women in my daughters' lives genuinely care about them. That's not something to fight. "Thank you," I tell Elena. "For taking care of them. For making it special." Her smile is warm, genuine. "They made it easy." The drive home is non-stop chatter.

Both girls talk simultaneously, voices overlapping in that way that should give me a headache but just makes me smile. "Daddy Asher taught us to fish!" Chloe announces. "I caught three!" "I caught two," Zoe adds, "but mine were bigger." "Were not!" "Were too!" "Aunt Elena braided our hair every night!" Zoe touches her messy braid, already coming undone. "Complex braids, Mama. With ribbons." "We want to go back!" They say it together, and the enthusiasm in their voices makes my smile falter. That night, tucking them into bed feels like reclaiming them.

My ritual, my routine, my daughters back where they belong. But I notice they're different. Small changes that signal growth, independence gained in seven days. Zoe doesn't need her nightlight. "I didn't have one at the lake house. I'm brave now, Mama." Chloe doesn't need three stories. "Just one tonight. I'm really tired." They're growing up. Needing me less. Becoming themselves outside my constant presence. It's what's supposed to happen. Doesn't make it easier. "Sweet dreams, babies." I kiss each forehead, inhale their familiar scent.

"I'm so glad you're home." "We had the best time," Chloe murmurs, already half-asleep. "The best," Zoe echoes. I stand in their doorway longer than necessary, watching them sleep. These girls who spent a week away and came back changed. Still mine, but also theirs-Asher's and Elena's and Finn's. Shared children in a shared life. When I finally close their door, Liam's waiting in the hallway. He pulls me into our room, onto our bed, into his arms. "They had fun," I say against his chest. "They did. That's good." His hand rubs circles on my back.

"So why do I feel like I lost something?" The admission comes raw. "Because sharing them is hard. But seeing them happy is worth it." His voice is steady, certain. "They talked about you all week, Jazz. Asher said they asked for you constantly." "They did?" "Every night. Asked to call you, told stories about you, compared everything Elena did to how you do it." He pulls back to see my face. "You're their home. Everything else is just adventure." The reassurance helps, but doubt lingers. "Is it always going to feel like this?

Like I'm constantly sharing them?" "Probably." He's honest, at least. "But you're also giving them more people who love them. That's a gift." I lean into him, choose to believe that. Choose to trust that loving them means letting them love others. That my daughters having relationships with Asher and Elena and Finn and Sienna doesn't diminish what they have with me. It just expands their capacity for love. "They didn't need me this week," I whisper. "They were fine without me." "They needed you." His conviction is absolute.

"Just because they survived without you doesn't mean they didn't need you. You're the foundation everything else is built on." "Foundation." I test the word. "That's a lot of pressure." "You've been carrying it for six years. Another sixty won't kill you." He grins, trying to lighten the moment. "Sixty years?" I laugh despite myself. "You're planning to keep me that long?" "Longer if possible." His hand finds my face, thumb tracing my cheekbone. "Which brings me to something I've been meaning to ask you." "Liam-" "Not yet." He kisses me softly. "Soon. When the moment's right.

When the girls are awake and we're all together." "You're really going to do it." Not a question. "I really am." His smile is pure joy. "You said ask properly. I intend to." Sleep comes easier than I expected. The girls are home, safe in their beds down the hall. Liam's beside me, solid and certain and mine. Tomorrow we'll return to normal chaos-school drop-offs and meal planning and the endless logistics of parenting. But tonight, we're all here. Under one roof. My weird, blended, impossible family. And somehow, impossibly, it works. Not perfectly.

Not without complications or hurt or the constant negotiation of sharing. But it works because we've all learned to put the girls first. To swallow our egos and jealousies and focus on what matters. Their happiness. Their stability. Their capacity to love and be loved by multiple adults who genuinely care. I hear Zoe cry out in her sleep-not nightmare, just dreaming. The instinct to go to her rises, but she settles immediately. She's okay. They're both okay. They survived a week without me. They came home happy and safe and full of stories.

And tomorrow, I'll make them pancakes and hear every detail again. I'll be Mom, completely and fully. Not competing with Elena's animal-shaped pancakes or Asher's fishing lessons. Just me, doing what I do best. Showing up. Being there. Loving them consistently and completely. "Thank you," I whisper to Liam in the dark. "For what?" "For reminding me that sharing them isn't losing them." My voice is thick. "For understanding why it's hard even when it's right." "That's what partners do." His arms tighten around me. "We remind each other of the truth when emotions lie." Partners.

Not one-third of a group. Not competing for attention. Just two people building a life together, raising children together, facing everything as a unit. The girls are home. Liam's beside me. And soon-very soon-he'll ask me to make this permanent. And I'll say yes. Because this strange, complicated, messy life we've built is exactly where I want to be. Virgin Dot Com