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[Jasmine's POV] Asher's voice on the phone is formal, careful. That professional tone he uses for difficult conversations. "Can I stop by? There's something I need to discuss." My stomach drops. "About the girls?" "Sort of. I'll explain when I get there." He hangs up before I can press for details, leaving me pacing the living room catastrophizing every possible scenario. Is he moving away? Challenging custody? Has something happened with Elena that affects the girls? Twenty minutes later, he's sitting on the couch that used to be his, in the house that used to be his home.

The dissonance of it makes my skin itch-him here as a guest, asking permission with his posture, occupying space he once owned. "I wanted you to hear this from me," he starts. The panic in my chest intensifies. My mind catalogs arguments for stability, for why the girls need consistency, for why any major change would be harmful to their development. "I proposed to Elena." He meets my eyes. "She said yes. We're getting married in June." The announcement lands strange and complex. Relief floods first-it's not about disrupting the girls' lives. Then happiness for him, genuine and surprised.

Underneath both, grief for what we were. What we tried to be. "Congratulations." I force my voice steady. "That's wonderful." "Is it weird? Me telling you this?" His expression is cautious, uncertain. "Everything about our situation is weird." I manage a real smile. "But I'm genuinely happy for you." He leans back, studies my face like he's looking for cracks in the facade. "I loved you. I want you to know that. What we had-the five of us-it was real." "I know." The acknowledgment sits heavy between us. "But Elena..." He trails off, searching for words. "Elena is simpler," I finish for him.

"I get it. Trust me, I get it." His shoulders drop with relief at my understanding. "You and Liam seem happy." "We are." I tuck my feet under me, settling into the conversation. "Turns out simple works for both of us." We sit in the weight of that truth. Two people who once built an impossible dream together, now acknowledging its impossibility without bitterness. "I don't regret the five years," Asher says finally. "But I don't want them back either." "Me neither." It's the first time we've both admitted it. The first time we've been honest about what we lost not being worth mourning.

The silence stretches, not uncomfortable but reflective. I think about the woman I was when we started this-so certain that love could be infinitely divided, that wanting more meant being more. How small my world feels now in comparison, and how much fuller. "Will the girls be invited to the wedding?" I ask, shifting to logistics because emotion is exhausting. "Of course. They're my daughters. Elena adores them." He says it with such certainty that I believe him. "They'll need new dresses." "Send me the bill." The practicality of co-parenting, mundane and grounding.

"Elena wants them involved in the ceremony. Maybe flower girls?" "They'd love that." I picture Chloe taking it incredibly seriously, Zoe getting distracted by the flowers themselves. "Just warn Elena that Zoe might eat the petals." He laughs-real and warm. "I'll make sure they're non-toxic." Another pause, this one easier. We're finding our rhythm as ex-partners, former lovers who share children and history but nothing else. It's strange how natural it feels, this distance between us. "How's Finn handling everything?" Asher asks. "He's good.

Really good, actually." I think about the platinum album, Sienna, the life he's building without us. "His career's exploding. He seems lighter." "We were heavy," Asher observes. "All of us together. Too much weight for any of us to carry." "Yeah." The simplicity of that truth is staggering. "We were." He stands, smooths his pants, returns to the professional posture he arrived with. "I should go. Elena's waiting for dinner." I walk him to the door, and he pauses on the threshold. "Thank you. For being okay with this.

For not making it complicated." "We've had enough complicated for several lifetimes." I lean against the doorframe. "Simple sounds perfect." He nods once and walks to his car. I watch him drive away, this man I once thought I'd spend forever with, now heading toward a future that has nothing to do with me. The house is quiet when I close the door. Too quiet. I sit on the couch Asher just vacated, still warm from his body, and stare at the wall where photos used to hang-pictures of all five of us, carefully curated evidence of our unconventional family. They're gone now.

Replaced with pictures of me, Liam, and the girls. Traditional nuclear family format, even if the backstory is anything but. Liam finds me twenty minutes later, still sitting in that same position. "Heard Asher's news?" "Yeah." I don't look up. He sits beside me, close but not crowding. "How do you feel?" "Relieved?" I test the word, see if it fits. "He's moved on. Really moved on. Takes pressure off." "Does it bother you?" His hand finds mine. "That he's getting married?" "No." The answer comes honest and immediate. "Does that make me cold?" "It makes you healthy." He squeezes my fingers.

"You've moved on too." I lean into him, let his solidity anchor me. "I have, haven't I? Completely moved on." "Is that okay?" "It's more than okay." I turn to face him fully. "It's liberating." He kisses my temple, soft and certain. "For what it's worth, I'm never letting you go." "Promise?" The question comes out smaller than I intended. "Absolutely." His arm wraps around my shoulders, pulls me against his chest where I can hear his heartbeat steady and sure.

"You're stuck with me." I think about Asher marrying Elena, Finn flying high with his career and new relationship, all of us scattering to lives that fit better than what we tried to force. The polyamorous dream we built together crumbling into comfortable ruins. "Do you think we were crazy?" I ask against Liam's shirt. "Trying to make it work?" "I think we were optimistic." His voice rumbles through his chest. "Nothing wrong with that." "We failed." "We learned." He tilts my chin up to meet his eyes. "And we found what works.

That's not failure." "You're very wise for a corporate lawyer." "I have my moments." He grins, then sobers. "Are you really okay? With Asher getting married?" I consider the question honestly. Search for hidden jealousy or regret or any of the complicated emotions I should probably feel. But there's nothing except genuine happiness for him and profound gratitude that we both found better fits. "I'm really okay," I say. "Weirdly, completely okay." "Good." He kisses me properly this time, slow and thorough. "Because I need you to be okay.

Need you present here, with me, not mourning what you left behind." "I'm here." I kiss him back. "Completely here." "Yeah?" His hands frame my face. "Yeah." I mean it with every cell in my body. "This is where I want to be." We sit tangled together on the couch, and I think about all the versions of myself I've been. The woman who thought love meant sacrifice. The partner who spread herself too thin trying to be everything. The mother who nearly broke under the weight of impossible expectations. That woman is gone. In her place is someone simpler, clearer, more certain of what she needs.

Just Liam. Just this. Just us. When the girls come home from school, they find us still on the couch. Chloe immediately demands to know if it's true that Daddy Asher is getting married, because apparently he called them at school to share the news. "It's true," I confirm. "Can we be flower girls?" Zoe asks, eyes wide with hope. "He wants you to be." They scream with excitement and run upstairs to plan their dresses, leaving me and Liam in their wake of chaos. "Our lives are insane," he observes. "Completely." I rest my head on his shoulder.

"But they're ours." "Ours," he repeats, like he's testing how it sounds. "I like that." And watching our daughters plan for their father's wedding to another woman, sitting in the ruins of an impossible dream with the man who helped me survive it, I realize something crucial. Simple isn't settling. Simple is surviving. And sometimes, survival is the bravest kind of love. Virgin Dot Com