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You Were My Favorite Hurt, And My Hardest Goodbye by Ava Knight 138 Summary Matteo and Philip sit together in a tense interview room, waiting for Conor to arrive. Philip is frustrated at being handcuffed, and when Conor enters, the tension between him and Philip is immediate and intense. Conor slides a contract across the table, demanding Philip sign it to secure his release, but Philip refuses until Conor addresses the harm caused to Matteo's daughter by Conor's father, Galante.
The conversation reveals that Galante physically assaulted Matteo's daughter, leaving her shaken, and the men argue bitterly over their complicated relationships and past betrayals. Conor insists he won't have contact with Philip's family until Philip dies, but Philip challenges him, emphasizing the sacrifices made by Matteo's daughter and the danger she's endured. The men's emotions run high as they discuss the violence and protection surrounding their families.
Matteo quietly observes, feeling the weight of the situation, especially as he contemplates the vulnerability of his own daughter and the sacrifices she has made. After some negotiation, Conor agrees to rewrite the contract, and Matteo removes Philip's handcuffs. They discuss whether to reveal the truth about the abuse to Philip's family, with Matteo deciding to keep the secret for now but promising to help if needed in the future. The men prepare for an upcoming apology scheduled at a warehouse, and the atmosphere remains charged with unresolved pain and mistrust.
The chapter ends with a heated exchange about family secrets and loyalties. Conor accuses Philip of betrayal, while Philip insists he acted to protect Matteo's daughter. The revelation that Emmett is not Michele's son but that there is a half-sister named Maisy adds another layer of complexity to their fraught relationships. The chapter closes with the men still caught in their conflicts, bound by shared pain and difficult truths.
Continue Regular Chapter Reading Below Chapter One Hundred and Thirty-Eight Matteo sat calmly at the interview table beside Philip, both waiting in tense silence for Conor's arrival. Leaning back, Matteo rested his arm casually on the back of his chair, exuding a quiet confidence. Philip, meanwhile, raised his hands, only to have the shackles around his wrists catch on the metal bar they were tethered to. "Why am I still handcuffed?" Philip asked, frustration evident in his voice. Without looking up, Matteo pulled a cigarette from the pocket of his jumpsuit just as the door creaked open.
Conor entered, his stride faltering the moment his eyes locked onto Philip. Instinctively, Philip lunged forward, arms outstretched toward Conor, but the chains held him back firmly. "That's exactly why," Matteo said, lighting his cigarette with a practiced flick of his lighter. "Glad you could join us, Conor." Conor's glare was sharp and unyielding. The tension between the men was palpable-Philip's muscles tensed beneath his shirt, his jaw clenched so tightly it seemed as if it might crack under the strain. Neither man wanted to share the same airspace.
Conor placed a sheet of paper on the table and slid it slowly toward Philip. "Read it. Sign it. The sooner you do, the sooner I'm out of here." "Motivating enough," Philip replied, his voice low. Matteo drummed his fingers rhythmically on the table, drawing his cigarette down to a glowing stub before flicking it away. He then produced a second cigarette, lighting it with a casual flick. Philip kept his gaze fixed on the paper, his black pen moving swiftly across the lines, pausing only to correct something he found objectionable.
Matteo glanced at Conor, noticing the shift in his demeanor-from angry and vengeful to something darker, almost pleading. He waited patiently for Conor's next move. Finally, Matteo tapped his knuckles lightly on the table. "How's she doing?" he asked quietly. Conor's grey eyes flicked toward Matteo for a brief moment before returning to Philip. "She's fine," Conor replied curtly. "Fine?" Matteo pressed, eyebrows raised. Conor folded his arms, his expression hardening. "A little shaken after her confrontation with my father." "Shaken?" Matteo repeated, incredulous.
"Yeah," Conor said, voice low and bitter. "Because my dad hit her." "Galante hit her?!" Matteo exclaimed, shock coloring his tone. "Is there an echo in here?" Conor snapped, irritation flashing in his eyes. "I just want to know how my girl is holding up," Matteo said firmly, his gaze locked on Conor. "Don't we all," Conor growled under his breath. Philip let out a short, bitter laugh. "I know." Conor rose abruptly, the chair scraping loudly against the linoleum floor. "You son of a bitch.
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Sign the damn papers so I can get out of here!" "Not until you fix this mess," Philip shot back, shoving the contract back across the table. Conor scanned the document, shaking his head with increasing frustration. "No way in hell am I signing this." "What's the problem?" Matteo asked, though it was clear the two men barely regarded him beyond a nuisance. "I don't want you anywhere near my family... my daughter. Ever," Philip said, voice hard as steel. Conor leaned forward, eyes blazing. "I'm not going to honor a deal with a ghost.
This contract ends the day you die." "So you'll stop looking after my family when I'm gone?" "You know I won't!" Conor snapped. "I'm not him!" Philip scoffed, leaning back and intertwining his cuffed hands. "Look at me, Conor. Better yet, tell me how Accardi's woman is doing after being assaulted by a mafia boss. What would my daughter's future have looked like if I hadn't agreed to Michele's terms? Go on." Conor's shoulders slumped, as if the weight of the truth was dragging him down. Matteo waited silently, sensing the heaviness in the room.
"He pistol-whipped her," Conor began, his voice low and grim. Matteo's breath caught, his heart tightening painfully as if the blood in his veins had turned to acid. "Knocked her to the ground." "The baby?" Matteo whispered hoarsely, not caring if Philip overheard or anyone else did. "She's okay. She protected herself when she fell. The apology is scheduled for two days from now," Conor said, glancing at Philip. "Satisfied?" "Not even close," Philip replied coldly. Conor sat back down, studying the contract again. "I can give you all this.
I'll have it rewritten, a new copy printed and faxed over." He slid the paper back toward Philip. "I meant what I said. No contact ends when you do." Philip paused, eyes flickering to Matteo, glistening with unshed tears and defeat. "Does he know?" Philip asked quietly, nodding toward Conor. Matteo shook his head. "No. I'm not able to tell him." "But I could?" "If you wanted." Philip watched Conor, whose eyes darted between them, a mix of anger and curiosity. "He would have done something about it, wouldn't he?" "I think you already know the answer," Matteo said softly.
Philip nodded slowly, staring at the paper a while longer before exhaling deeply. His head nodded up and down in reluctant agreement. "I suppose that's a strong enough reason to grow old in this hellhole." Conor took the contract and left the room to prepare a fresh copy. While they waited, Matteo removed Philip's handcuffs. Philip began pacing, the weight of the moment pressing down on him as Matteo lit another cigarette. "Are you going to tell him? When Michele is dead?" Philip asked quietly. Matteo stared at the glowing cigarette in his hand, thoughts swirling.
He imagined if it were his own daughter-how fragile and vulnerable she was. He recalled the scant details Conor had revealed about his daughter's encounter with Galante-the way Gen had recoiled after that first abduction, how she'd spiraled into madness after killing Marco. The sacrifices she was willing to make for a man and a family she barely knew, barely half a year into their lives together. What more she might endure for the rest of her days. "I won't tell him," Matteo finally said. "But when you die, old man, if he comes to me asking for help to bring her back...
I'll move heaven and earth for him. Deal?" "Nah, I've made enough deals with devils for one lifetime," Philip replied with a bitter smile. The door swung open behind them, and Conor returned, placing a clean copy of the contract on the table. "I hope you don't mind if I read it again?" Philip said, circling the table. Conor smirked. "Would've been worried if you didn't." Philip hesitated, then looked up at Conor with a misty expression that seemed to stir something inside Conor. Clearing his throat, Conor exchanged a brief glance with Matteo, who stepped closer. "Tell me," Matteo whispered.
Conor turned away from Philip, dragging his knuckles thoughtfully across his chin. "Two days from now. Six p.m. Warehouse 17." "The docks?" Conor nodded. "Good man, Leo. What weapon did she pick?" Matteo asked, a faint smile tugging at his lips, eager for any news about his weakness. Conor smirked behind his fingers. "Bat." Matteo's smile widened. "Leo's bat. Smart girl." "When are you getting out of here? Everything still on track?" Matteo nodded. "Met with Roman yesterday. Everything's set. Just waiting on the meeting with the Russos." "Looks good," Philip interrupted, uncapping his pen.
Just as the ink was about to touch the paper, Conor yanked it away. "What the-" "Not so fast," Conor hissed. "First, you give us what you owe. Legitimate intel." "What are you talking about?" Philip asked, bristling. "O'Brien. You said he was Michele's son," Conor said, stepping closer. "Emmett's not the son?" Matteo asked, surprised. Conor shook his head, eyes locked on Philip. "No. We have every reason to believe that's a lie. Not that I'm surprised." "I didn't lie," Philip growled. "Bullshit," Conor yelled back. "You said you'd support Mira and me leaving the country.
You said you'd help us! Instead, you stabbed us both in the back and helped my dad rip away the only light in my life!" Philip shoved Conor back. "I saved her from you. Trust me, not knowing where she is beats knowing exactly where she is-down to the section, block, and row." Conor straightened, chest heaving with the painful realization that, no matter how much it hurt, her life was better without him-without the danger, the filth of it all. Philip nodded sharply once. "She hasn't spoken to me either. I know as much as you do." His eyes flicked to Matteo briefly.
"Well, mostly." He shook his head. "I didn't lie. I told you Galante has a child. You have a sibling. I just don't know the name. It's not the boy. It's his sister-his half-sister, anyway." "Maisy," Matteo growled under his breath. Conclusion This chapter delicately unravels the tangled web of loyalty, pain, and sacrifice binding Matteo, Philip, and Conor. Each man wrestles with the ghosts of their past actions and the fragile threads holding their fractured families together.
The tension in the room is thick with unspoken regrets and the desperate hope that, despite the wounds inflicted, some semblance of protection and redemption remains possible. The shared concern for the women caught in this violent world underscores the raw vulnerability beneath their hardened exteriors. Ultimately, this moment serves as a poignant reminder of the cost of survival in their ruthless reality-a cost measured in broken trust, silent suffering, and uneasy alliances.
As the characters grapple with painful truths and fragile alliances, the emotional stakes will rise, especially as Matteo's protective instincts and Philip's bitter regrets come to the forefront. The revelation about Maisy hints at unsettling family dynamics that could shift the balance of power and trust in unexpected ways. Readers can anticipate a charged atmosphere where every word and action carries weight, and where the lines between friend and foe blur.
The looming apology and the mysterious meeting at Warehouse 17 will likely serve as catalysts for intense confrontations and difficult choices. With the shadow of violence and sacrifice hanging over them, the characters' vulnerabilities and motivations will be tested like never before, setting the stage for a gripping continuation of their intertwined fates.
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