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You Were My Favorite Hurt, And My Hardest Goodbye by Ava Knight 116 Summary In this chapter, Matteo watches with quiet admiration as his partner, Gen, skillfully manages the probing questions and subtle jabs from Alessio's five sisters during a lively family gathering. Matteo's attention shifts to Mrs. Palladino, Alessio's mother, who silently acknowledges him with a small nod, a gesture that stirs deep emotions within him due to the contrast with his own mother's lack of approval.
Gen senses Matteo's mood change and offers a comforting squeeze of his thigh, highlighting their close bond amid the family bustle. Alessio calls Matteo away from the gathering to discuss serious matters, leading them to Conor, Matteo's youngest cousin, who is revealed to be struggling with depression and neglecting himself. The atmosphere in Conor's room is grim, filled with darkness, clutter, and the smell of decay. Matteo and Alessio confront Conor about his attitude and his rejection of their Italian heritage, with Matteo urging him to step up as the family's next Don.
Despite Conor's initial resistance and bitterness, Matteo's announcement of his upcoming marriage and impending fatherhood adds weight to the conversation. The chapter intensifies as Matteo explains the looming threats they face, including an undercover cop targeting him and the need for Conor to mature quickly. Alessio offers support and refuge, but Matteo insists he won't run away, especially with Gen pregnant. Matteo reveals that he has a plan to address the danger, which will begin shortly after his wedding, and he will need Alessio's assistance.
The visit is framed not as a break but as a crucial moment to prepare for the challenges ahead, underscoring the tension and high stakes within the family. Continue Regular Chapter Reading Below Chapter One Hundred and Sixteen Matteo observed with quiet admiration as his partner, Gen, deftly navigated the delicate social dance of Alessio's five sisters. She handled their probing questions and subtle jabs with the poise and tact of a woman who had mastered the art of diplomacy. The room buzzed with the lively chatter of family, but Matteo's attention was drawn elsewhere.
His gaze settled on Mrs. Palladino, Alessio's mother, standing a few feet away. Her dark eyes glistened with unshed tears, reflecting a mixture of pride and sorrow. She glanced at Gen, then back at Matteo, before closing her eyes briefly and offering him a small, approving nod. That simple gesture struck a chord deep within Matteo's chest-he would never have the same approval from his own mother, and the absence of that acceptance left a hollow ache inside him. Yet, to receive this silent blessing from someone he regarded as a second mother was both comforting and bittersweet.
His chest tightened with emotion. Gen's hand found his thigh, giving it a gentle squeeze. Though she wasn't looking directly at him, she had sensed the shift in his mood. God, he thought, feeling overwhelmingly fortunate. "Accardi," Alessio called from the terrace, where he stood surveying his sprawling estate. He flicked the cigarette from his fingers and gestured toward the house with a subtle nod. "Do you have to leave now?" Gen asked softly, her voice barely audible over the hum of the family gathering.
Arianna, Alessio's second oldest sister, was examining Gen's engagement ring through a jeweler's magnifier, her curiosity barely masked. Matteo took Gen's hand from his thigh and pressed a tender kiss to the back of it. "Will you be alright?" he asked, concern lacing his tone. She glanced around the table at the lively group-Frankie, Leo, Jada, Louis, Lucy, and the rest of Alessio's family, all engrossed in their conversations. A small smile curved her lips as she brushed a stray tear from her cheek. "I'll be fine," she assured him with a nod.
He kissed her hand once more before rising to follow Alessio inside. They met just inside the back foyer. Alessio's voice was low and serious. "Dobbiamo parlare." "Lead the way," Matteo replied, motioning down the dimly lit hallway. Before following Alessio, Matteo cast one last glance at the life he was momentarily leaving behind-the warmth of the family, the laughter, the sense of belonging. Then he stepped forward, the weight of what lay ahead settling heavily on his shoulders. "We'll need to speak with Conor," Alessio said as they ascended the staircase. "Conor is here?
Why haven't I met him yet?" Matteo asked, puzzled. He hadn't seen his youngest cousin during the three hours he'd been at the estate. Alessio exhaled a long, frustrated sigh. They stopped outside Conor's bedroom door. "You have no idea how much of a pain in the ass he's been," Alessio muttered, pushing the door open without knocking. Matteo stepped inside, immediately wrinkling his nose at the stale, unpleasant odor. The room smelled like forgotten food left to rot. All the curtains were drawn, casting the space into a gloomy, almost sickly darkness.
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Alessio clicked his tongue in irritation as he navigated the cluttered floor, stumbling over objects that were indistinguishable in the dim light. He yanked back one curtain, sending a cloud of dust motes swirling through the air like tiny spirits seeking refuge. From the bed came a groan. Matteo approached and grasped the edge of a blanket, pulling it back just as Alessio drew open the second set of curtains. "What the fuck, man? Leave me alone," Conor grumbled, his face buried beneath a pile of pillows. "No greeting for your favorite cousin?" Matteo teased lightly.
Conor muttered a few words in a language Matteo didn't recognize, then raised his hand in front of the headboard, flipping him the middle finger. "What did I say about muttering that Gaelic nonsense in my house?" Alessio snapped, irritation thick in his voice. He rolled his eyes as Conor continued speaking in his mother's native tongue. Turning to Matteo, Alessio added, "He's renouncing his Italian heritage." "Is that so?" Matteo replied, crossing his arms and staring down at the disheveled figure still half-buried beneath the sheets and pillows.
"That's unfortunate, especially since his Italian family will be needing a new Don soon." They waited silently. After about thirty seconds, the twenty-two-year-old reluctantly pulled the pillow away from his face and emerged from under the covers. Matteo's brow furrowed as he took in the sight of his cousin, clearly trapped in the grip of depression. Conor's greasy blond hair stuck out in wild directions, his green eyes bloodshot and sunken, and he looked as if he'd lost at least twenty pounds.
Conor propped himself up against the headboard and, to Matteo's surprise, produced a bottle of wine from the tangled sheets and took a heavy swig. "Jesus Christ," Matteo muttered, shaking his head. He pulled out a pack of cigarettes, tapping it against his palm before extracting one, lighting it, and offering it to Conor. Conor glanced at the cigarette but declined with a shake of his head, taking another long drink from the wine bottle instead. "Mira doesn't like it when I smoke." Alessio chuckled softly.
"Good thing she'll never know." Matteo's eyes flicked to Alessio, silently warning him to watch his mouth. When he looked back at Conor, his cousin's expression had darkened further, his face even more despondent. "Yeah. I guess you're right," Conor whispered, his voice fragile and full of heartbreak. He took the cigarette from Matteo's hand and inhaled deeply, closing his eyes as he leaned back against the headboard. A thick plume of smoke curled upward, gathering beneath the canopy. "What do you want?" Conor asked without opening his eyes, taking another drag.
"I was planning on sleeping until..." He squinted at the clock, one eye barely open. "December," he finished with a heavy sigh. "We need to talk." "About you killing my dad?" "Among other things." "You want my permission?" Conor scoffed, shaking his head. "Nope. I don't give a damn what you think. Especially after seeing you like this. I know no one in your family will want to follow you, so I'm not worried about retaliation," Matteo said bluntly. Conor opened his eyes fully and leaned forward, glaring. "Is that so?" "Want me to get you a mirror?" Alessio asked with a smirk.
Conor's glare shifted to Alessio. "Fuck you." Alessio pulled a gun from his chest holster. "In my house?" "Yeah! In your daddy's house!" "Hey!" Matteo barked, exasperated. "What the hell is wrong with both of you? We've got bigger problems than this. I'm getting married. I have an undercover cop breathing down my neck and Michele on my case. Save your bullets for people who actually deserve it, Les. Put. It. Away." Conor stared at Matteo, eyes wide. "You're getting married?" Matteo watched Alessio holster his weapon before turning back to Conor.
A rare smile touched his lips, causing Conor's eyes to widen even more. "Yeah, in two days. I need you to clean yourself up, Cugino. I can't have you standing next to me looking like a homeless mess." "You're going to have a Donna?" Conor asked, disbelief evident in his voice. "Yes." "Is that why you showed up unannounced?" Alessio inquired, masking his surprise better than his cousin. Matteo met Alessio's gaze. "One of the reasons, yes." "And the others?" Alessio pressed. Matteo sighed, rubbing his eyes with the heels of his palms.
"Before I get started, I need to make sure that whatever's said in this room stays in this room. Conor, you're not officially Don yet, but I need you to grow the hell up and start acting like one." He waited until both cousins nodded in agreement. "Things are about to get messy back in the States." "My dad?" Conor asked, pulling his knees to his chest. "He'll make his move after, I'm sure," Matteo guessed. "After..." Alessio prompted, signaling for more explanation. "The undercover cop I mentioned," Matteo explained.
"I have intel that he plans to make a name for himself by taking out mine." "He's going to kill you?" Conor asked, alarmed. Matteo shook his head. "Worse." "If what you're saying happens, you can always stay here," Alessio offered. Matteo scoffed. "You think I'd be that cowardly? No, not with Gen pregnant." "What?!" Both cousins exclaimed simultaneously. "I assume you have a plan?" Alessio asked, planting his feet firmly and crossing his arms. "Yes... sort of..." Matteo admitted. "Matteo, it's not like you to do things halfway." "I'm getting married.
I'm having a child in eight months," Matteo said with a heavy sigh. "I do have a plan, and the first phase starts in three days." "After the wedding?" Conor clarified. Matteo nodded, then turned to Alessio. "That's where I'll need your help." "Manpower," Alessio said with a knowing nod. Matteo shook his head once more. "This visit isn't a vacation. It's a drop-off." , Matteo's time. Conclusion The chapter delicately captures the complex emotions Matteo wrestles with as he navigates the intricate ties of family loyalty and impending responsibility.
His interactions with Gen and Alessio's family reveal a man caught between the warmth of acceptance and the cold weight of duty, especially as he confronts the stark reality of Conor's despair. The quiet moments of tenderness with Gen underscore the fragile hope that anchors Matteo amid looming threats, while the tense exchange with Conor highlights the cracks within their family's foundation. As Matteo prepares for the challenges ahead, the chapter underscores themes of resilience, sacrifice, and the painful cost of leadership.
With the wedding just days away and a child on the way, the stakes have never been higher, and the weight of responsibility presses heavily on Matteo's shoulders. The uneasy alliance with Conor, who is battling his own demons, hints at potential friction and fragile loyalties that could either strengthen or shatter their family bonds. Expect a blend of emotional vulnerability and strategic maneuvering as Matteo navigates the dangerous waters ahead.
The interactions between Alessio, Conor, and Matteo suggest that old wounds and unresolved conflicts may resurface, challenging their ability to unite against the external threats closing in. As the countdown to the wedding and the first phase of Matteo's plan ticks closer, readers will be drawn into a suspenseful atmosphere where every decision carries profound consequences.
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