Shifted Fate Novel

Chapter 283 I was out there for over an hour before someone came out and checked on me .

I had zoned out , sinking deep into the rage I had pushed away as I dug into the soft dirt .

Every time I blinked , my mind flashed to Carls last breath , me looking up to seek my friends , my people and having my eyes fall on Rowan .

So fucking stupid .

I mumbled to myself .

I gave a soft sigh .

I should have figured you were out here brooding .

Toya sat at the edge of my hole .

I kept digging , ignoring her words .

I wasnt brooding .

I was digging a grave .

I must have mumbled exactly that , because Toya chuckled .

Two things can be true at the same time .

I snapped my head up and I pointed at her .

Shut up .

She raised her hands in surrender , and I had to close my eyes and clench my jaw .

Sorry .

But I turned back to digging .

She sighed again .

Amy … No.

I wouldnt let her finish .

Just listen to me .

She huffed out and I slammed my shovel into the ground .

Fine .

Say what you came out to say and be done with it .

I glared up at her and she shook her head .

Youre angry at him because he kept his wolf hidden from you .

She said it as a statement , not a question , so I didnt say anything .

She raised her brow and then continued .

But you and Nix did the same to him .

If you were both honest with each other , none of this would have happened .

I get that youre mad that he didnt tell you , but- No.

I yelled , surprising her .

Im not mad that he turned out to be Erubus .

Goddess , if it was just that , I would have been happy .

Estatic even .

Nix had set her eyes on him , and I … I trailed off as I felt my tears burn behind my eyes .

I wanted Rowan .

I wanted him so fucking desperately , I begged him .

Begged him to help me .

I felt a traitorous tear fall , and I slapped it away , smearing dirt onto my face .

But he left me .

They left me .

The male that we both chose turned his back on me , and even then I would have still been excited .

I leaned against the wall of the hole .

But ? But now , the man I loved , because I was in love with him .

As stupid as it sounds .

And the wolf that Nix was set on just told the entire kingdom that he is engaged .

I looked up at her and I felt more tears fall .

He said I was his .

I was his , but his wolf was set on another .

And I was sad , but understood cause Nix felt the same way .

But the man I want and the wolf she wants is the same fucking person and instead of getting to have my happily ever after , I get to find out that he is engaged ? Toya looked down at me .

Its been years .

Yes .

I wiped the tears again .

It has , and I know in my head I cant be mad .

Okay .

I know this is stupid .

I grabbed the shovel .

But he was supposed to wait .

There I said it .

He was supposed to follow the plan and wait .

He was supposed to pretend to date these fucking women and then we were supposed to take down the corrupt and then figure everything else out .

Amy .

I watched as she looked down at me and I felt my anger bubble again .

Look , I already told you I know its stupid .

My head is saying one thing , but my heart is saying another .

I started to dig again .

Thats why I walked away from him .

I couldnt face him .

Not that second .

At that moment , I felt like he had lied to me all over again .

That he walked away from me when I needed him , again .

She made a noise .

You are supposed to be on my side .

Youre supposed to be my friend .

She stood .

And I am .

But I wouldnt be your friend if I didnt question you .

She turned .

You both have your own things going on .

And you both have your own plans .

She looked over her shoulder back at me .

Maybe , just *** * 25 BONUG Chapter 283 maybe , think on that before you write him off completely .

Then she walked away from me , and my hole .

I snarled as I started digging again .

Fuck her .

Fuck her and m and everyone else .

She has a point .

Megan whispered to me , earning a snarl from both Nix and I.

You can be mad at me if you want , but think about our plans .

Shut it .

Nix snarled .

But Megan shook her fur out and moved closer to Nix .

No.

You always taught me to stand up for my opinion .

To make sure you two listen .

So thats what Im doing .