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The silence in that office stretches until it could snap bones. The alternate version of me stands between Kieran and Lysander-literally and figuratively-and I remember this weight. The impossible gravity of being caught between two Alpha heirs who want to devour you whole. But this time, she doesn't step away from both. She takes a deliberate step toward Lysander. My stomach drops watching it. That single step rewrites everything. One movement and the entire trajectory shifts, spinning off into territory I never explored, never even considered. "It's been a long time," she says.
Her voice comes out steadier than mine did in this moment-steadier than it has any right to be. Understatement of the fucking century. But she doesn't pivot to professionalism, doesn't create the distance I remember building. She stays planted in Lysander's orbit. Lysander's hand moves to her lower back. Not possessive the way Kieran touches-no claiming, no branding. Just present. Grounding. His palm spreads warm through the fabric of her suit jacket. "Eight years without a word," he says. His voice carries something raw underneath the surface calm.
"We looked for you." She doesn't pull away from his touch. Her body remembers his hands being safe, being careful, being something other than destruction. "I needed to build a life. Away from everything that happened." Kieran's jaw clenches so hard I can hear his teeth grind from here. I watch realization dawn across his face-the moment he understands Lysander is winning something Kieran assumed belonged to him. His hands curl into fists at his sides, knuckles going white. "The Silverton case," Kieran says. Each word comes out coated in ice and forced professionalism.
"You'll need to review the full file. Lysander can walk you through the details." The assignment is strategic. Giving his brother access while he figures out where he stands, what he's lost without even knowing it was his to lose. I watch the first week unfold and it's psychological warfare, but wrong. All wrong. In my timeline, both brothers weaponized proximity, turned my office into a battlefield where I was the disputed territory. Here, only Lysander stays close while Kieran watches from across the floor, calculating losses. Lysander appears at her desk every morning.
Coffee in his hand-one sugar, the way she takes it. He remembers from eight years ago, from heat-drunk conversations she barely recalls. He's carried that detail for eight years. Lunch invitations follow. Thai place down the street, Italian bistro two blocks over, the sandwich shop that makes her favorite turkey club. He never demands, just offers. Gives her room to say no even though she never does. Late afternoon check-ins blur into evening strategy sessions. His hand brushes hers during document exchanges.
Not accidental-deliberate but deniable, testing boundaries she keeps letting him cross. He stands close enough that pine and rain floods her senses, and she breathes it in instead of backing away. I watch her lean into his presence. Watch her smile at his terrible jokes. Watch her body language open in ways I never allowed myself because I was too busy surviving to consider wanting. Kieran stays away. I see him in his corner office, watching through glass walls. Every time Lysander makes her laugh, Kieran's expression fractures.
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The ice-king mask can't quite hide the devastation bleeding through. I want to scream at her: You're destroying him. The man who searched for eight years, who never stopped looking, who loved you when you were broken and worthless. You're choosing wrong. But the vision doesn't care what I want. Thursday night arrives late and quiet. She sits alone at her desk, surrounded by case files and cold coffee. The floor is empty except for her and the ambient hum of after-hours silence. Lysander appears with take-out containers.
"Thought you might be hungry." She looks up and I see the exhaustion in her face, the way her shoulders have crept up toward her ears from hours hunched over contracts. "You didn't have to-" "Thai place down the street." He sets the food on her desk, pulls up a chair. "I remember you mentioned liking pad thai once. Eight years ago." He remembers. From one heat-drunk conversation that I-that she-barely recalls existing. He's held onto that detail for eight years, carried it through every day of searching. She accepts the food.
They eat together at her cramped desk, sharing spring rolls and pad thai straight from containers because neither of them cares about propriety right now. The conversation flows-law school war stories, his time in Colorado, the safe territory of professional history. But then Lysander shifts. His voice drops, goes careful. "I want to meet them." Her chopsticks pause halfway to her mouth. She knows exactly who he means. "Lysander told you. About the forms." "About you having three children, yes." He sets down his container, gives her his full attention. "I want to be part of their lives.
When you're ready. However long that takes." His voice cracks slightly. "But I want them to know me." He doesn't demand a DNA test. Doesn't assert rights or ownership or claim them as his. Just expresses want, need, the kind of gentle honesty that dismantles defenses. She looks at him and I see it happen. The moment she decides to trust. The moment this path solidifies into something irreversible. "Saturday," she says. Each word costs her. "Come to my apartment Saturday afternoon. You can meet them." Lysander's entire face transforms.
Relief and joy and desperate gratitude wash over him in waves. "Thank you. God, Thalia, thank you." I want to scream. No. This is wrong. Kieran should meet them first. Kieran is their father. The DNA will prove it, the bond will choose him. This detour into Lysander's gentleness is just delaying the inevitable. But the vision doesn't stop. Friday brings the confrontation I remember-twisted. Kieran corners her in the conference room. Not his private office where he had home-field advantage, but a semi-public space with glass walls where witnesses can see if not hear.
"We need to talk about those children." His voice stays controlled but I hear the desperation underneath, the cracks in his armor. "Lysander and I already discussed it." Her spine stays straight. "He's meeting them tomorrow." The words hit Kieran with physical force. His body actually rocks back half a step. "Him. You chose him." "I chose to let him in, yes." I watch Kieran's mask completely shatter. Eight years of searching. Eight years of desperate, obsessive hoping. And she chose his brother without even considering Kieran might deserve a chance. "That night," Kieran says.
His voice goes rough, stripped of polish. "Eight years ago. I thought-" "You thought wrong." Her voice isn't cruel but it's final. "Whatever happened during my heat was biology, not choice. I'm choosing now. And I'm choosing to give Lysander a chance." Kieran's hands grip the conference table edge hard enough that his knuckles go bloodless. "I looked for you. Every single day for eight years." "I know." She softens slightly but doesn't relent. "But looking doesn't entitle you to anything, Kieran.
I'm not a prize you can claim because you were persistent." I recognize my own words-the same speech I gave both brothers in my timeline. Here, she's only rejecting Kieran. Only destroying him. Kieran leaves the conference room without another word. I watch him go and see something I never witnessed before-Kieran truly broken. Not coldly possessive or strategically wounded. Just devastated. "I'm hurting him," I whisper to the void. "This version of me is destroying him and I can't stop it." Friday evening, she goes home.
Rosalie waits with the triplets, and they discuss weekend plans over reheated pasta. Lysander's coming tomorrow. Meeting the kids. The first real step into whatever this is becoming. "Are you sure about this?" Rosalie asks after the kids crash. "Choosing Lysander over Kieran?" "I'm not choosing." She sounds defensive even to her own ears. "He just feels safer. Less likely to burn me alive." Safety. She's choosing safety over fire, warmth over consumption. It sounds reasonable until you remember that mate bonds don't care about reasonable. The week ends with her tucking children into bed.
Orion asks about the man coming tomorrow, already curious. Luna says she can feel anxiety bleeding through the apartment walls, her empathy too sharp for comfort. Phoenix just wants to know if he'll play with her. "Tomorrow will be fine," she promises them. She doesn't know if she believes it. I watch from my ghost-observer position and know that tomorrow changes everything. Saturday will set this path in motion so completely that there's no walking it back. She lies in bed staring at her ceiling, Lysander's pine-and-rain scent still clinging to her clothes from standing too close.
She thinks she's making a choice. She thinks safety matters more than destiny. And I know-with bone-deep certainty that makes my chest ache-that she's about to discover exactly how wrong she is. admin
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