Dead at Heart novel

Chapter 838 Jayson looks directly into the camera, his usual unshakable demeanor replaced by vulnerability and a hint of self-mockery. Despite the screen separating them, his expression creates a heavy, emotional atmosphere, drawing the viewers into his heartfelt confession. Evelyn, Jayson's mother, feels a deep emotional stir as she witnesses her son openly sharing feelings he usually keeps hidden, especially about his long-standing crush on Ariel.

The video reveals Jayson's ongoing habit of recording himself, as if preserving these moments could somehow influence his relationship with Ariel. He expresses admiration for Ariel's achievements and admits his struggle to be as decisive with her as he is with others. Jayson describes a recent moment when they grew closer, though Ariel did not seem happy, which pains him deeply. Despite the uncertainty, he is willing to take risks for their future together.

As the video progresses, Jayson talks about their upcoming marriage registration and the challenges they face, including public scrutiny and the desire to protect Ariel's reputation. He confesses his sleepless nights and nervousness, promising Ariel a proper wedding and a future filled with love and commitment. He repeatedly asks Ariel to marry him, reflecting his persistent hope and affection. The footage shifts to more personal details: gifts he bought for Ariel, his playful teasing, and his efforts to win her comfort and affection.

Jayson's words reveal a mix of longing, insecurity, and determination as he imagines their life together. He even mentions his improved cooking skills and plans for a fall wedding, trying to create a perfect future for Ariel. Finally, Jayson shares his jealousy and protectiveness when he notices another man showing interest in Ariel at a work event. Despite his insecurities, he confidently asserts his qualities and repeatedly asks Ariel to marry him, emphasizing his desire to be the one she chooses.

Throughout the video, Jayson's raw emotions and persistent hope paint a picture of a man deeply in love but uncertain of his place in Ariel's life. Jayson stared directly into the camera lens, as if he could truly see Ariel through it, bridging the distance between them. In that moment, the man who had always seemed untouchable and unshakable appeared vulnerable, almost defeated, with a hint of self-mockery flickering in his eyes.

Even through the cold barrier of the screen, something about his expression made the air feel heavier, causing an unexpected tightness in the chests of those watching. As Jayson spoke those words, the atmosphere in the room shifted, growing dense with unspoken emotion. Every face reflected sincere empathy, as if the viewers had been pulled into the depths of Jayson's heart, sharing in his pain and hope simultaneously. Evelyn felt a strange twist deep inside her chest. She had always known Jayson was a man who rarely showed his feelings openly, preferring to keep his emotions guarded.

Yet, he had always seemed strong, unbreakable even. But with Ariel, it was as if he had been trapped in darkness for years, unable to glimpse even the faintest ray of light. As his mother, Evelyn's eyes stung with tears, and she wasn't the only one moved to silent sorrow. Who would have imagined that today, they would witness the great Jayson-so composed and reserved-openly confessing a long-hidden crush? The video continued to play, the scenes shifting smoothly from one to another.

Jayson maintained his habit of recording himself, as if capturing these moments could somehow change the course of his story with Ariel. "Your research is finally coming together," he said softly, his voice steady but filled with warmth. "I always believed you'd be brilliant. You belong in your field, shining exactly as you do." He paused, then added, "I'm not someone who gives up easily. But Ariel, when it comes to you, I always find myself holding back. I can't bring myself to be as decisive with you as I am with others." "Today is special. We finally got closer.

I've never felt this happy before. I've thought everything through, even our future. But Ariel, you didn't look happy. That discomfort in your eyes-it hurt me. Still, I don't want to let go anymore. I'm willing to take the risk, even if it's reckless." The video shifted to another scene. "Our families have set the date for the marriage registration. But with everything happening right now, so many people are watching me. A big wedding would only stir gossip and invite all kinds of shady characters.

I won't let anyone tarnish your name." "Just three days left until we officially register our marriage. Honestly, I haven't slept properly in three days. You'd probably laugh if I told you that. Maybe I'll tell you someday. You can laugh all you want. I just hope your married life turns out to be everything you've dreamed of." "I don't think the wedding photo we took outside the city hall came out well. I didn't smile properly. But I was happy, I swear. I guess I was just nervous. I owe you a proper wedding, Ariel. I'll make it up to you. There will be a proposal too.

You'll have everything others have." "So starting today, I'll begin practicing. It's been a month since we got married. How has it been so far? Let's pretend it hasn't happened yet. Ariel, will you marry me?" The footage changed again. "I bought you a crocodile-skin purse on my trip. You never even looked inside. There were custom-made matching bracelets with our names engraved on them. And once more, Ariel, will you marry me?" "You can't fall asleep easily, and you're still not comfortable around me. I keep pulling you into my arms at night.

In the morning, I'll just say you couldn't resist me, and you won't even dare to argue. I tease you on purpose. Ariel, are you going to marry me or not?" "Today's your birthday. I've spent years abroad, and my cooking has improved. I can make all your favorite dishes myself. You probably thought I ordered from some fancy chef. I have it all planned out. Our wedding will be in the fall-your favorite season. So, Ariel, will you marry me today?" "At the company team-building event, I noticed someone from our circle immediately eyeing you. I guess I'm petty like that.

I couldn't focus during dinner. You even smiled at him. Do you realize how attractive you are? Whatever. Will you marry me today? I'm better looking, stronger, and in better shape than any of them. So, the choice is yours." The chapter gently unfolds the layers of Jayson's guarded heart, revealing a man who, beneath his composed exterior, harbors a deep and vulnerable love for Ariel. His candid confessions, captured in the intimate video footage, expose the complexities of his emotions-the hope, the fear, and the longing that have quietly shaped his every action.

Through his words, we witness the tender struggle of a love that is both hesitant and determined, a love that yearns to break free from the shadows of uncertainty and embrace a future together. Amidst the silent sorrow and empathetic gazes of those watching, the story captures a poignant moment of connection, not just between Jayson and Ariel, but also between the characters and the audience. The recurring question-"Will you marry me?"-echoes as a heartfelt plea, embodying the delicate dance of vulnerability and courage that defines their relationship.

The tension between his hope and the uncertainty in Ariel's eyes hints at challenges that could test their bond in unexpected ways, stirring a potent mix of tenderness and conflict. Meanwhile, Evelyn's perspective may offer a poignant glimpse into the family dynamics and the weight of expectations surrounding this union. With the looming marriage registration and the shadow of public scrutiny, the characters are poised on the edge of a transformative moment.

The delicate balance between private desires and public pressures is set to create a charged atmosphere, where every gesture and word carries the weight of unspoken fears and dreams. Readers will be left eager to see how Jayson's persistent hope will navigate the delicate path ahead.