The Prison Project Novel

The Prison Project Chapter 75 - Moaning Panic Margot's POV " You scared of me , Margot ? " he asked so openly , and something in the way he said my full name - clear , deliberate , untouched by any pet name or softness - turned my blood to ice . Margot ... Not Bella ... Not right now ... He only called me that when he was deadly serious , or dead set on making a point . I nodded , a breath I didn't even know I was holding escaping my lips . " Yeah , " I whispered . Which wasn't a lie . The man absolutely terrified me on a daily basis . But then he smiled ... Not kindly . Not sweetly .

Like he was pleased by my answer . By my honesty . Like it turned him on ... make him feel good ... ticked all of his boxes ... Because then ; He kissed me again . Smashing his lips against mine . It was slow at first , teasing , barely a touch , a smirk dressed in affection . Then it exploded . Heat , Tongue . Teeth . A desperation so raw it stole my whole breath , Coban's hands gripped my hips and in one forceful movement , he spun me around and pushed me back onto the mattress , his body following with a weight that made me gasp as his mouth devoured mine again . I didn't even fight it .

Maybe I should have . But I didn't . 1/5 3:32 pm PSD D Chapter 75 Moaning Panic I let him take control of me again , as he held his own weight above mine effortlessly . My knees bent instinctively as his body settled between them , one hand gripping the mattress beside my head , the other tangling in my hair before sliding lower , across my neck , down to the curve of my chest . He went lower , just as alarm bells began to ring in the back of my mind , before his hand instead slid underneath the fabric of my vest climbing back up towards my chest .

He cupped me roughly , groaning when I moaned into his mouth at the new sensation - unable to hold anything back . This was all new to me . A rush of adrenaline I had never quite felt . Then came the squeeze , deliberate , hungry , his thumb pressing in and rubbing my nipple just enough to make me arch up into him . " Oh God , " I breathed out between kisses , becoming putty in his large , rough hands . I hated how good this felt . I hated that I wanted more of it too . That his touch made my skin feel like it was begging to be set on fire .

That the thrill of being beneath him , under his size , his power , sent a shameful rush through me that pooled between my thighs and spread through my body like poison ... I was just like the rest of them now . The desperate , wide . girls who threw themselves at the monsters inside these walls , as though this entire project had been given to them as a gift from above ... And I was supposed to be better than that . I actually believed that I was here for the right reasons - to make a better life for myself . To earn money I could have only ever dreamed of before ...

Suddenly distracted , feeling as he kissed down my neck , biting softly near my collarbone . " I could make you feel so fucking good , Bella , " he murmured , voice ragged . " You just have to let me . " Tempting ... His hands moved greedily now , tugging at the hem of my vest to pull it upwards , freeing my breasts completely bringing them out on full display for him . I immediately grew shy , but I didn't have much time to react before his mouth was on them , licking and sucking at the tender skin and sending me in to a frenzy ...

I sucked in a sharp breath , as he sucked on my nipples with the wet of his tongue dancing across them , 2/5 3:33 pm PD Chapter 75 Moaning Panic causing my hips to rise on instinct . " Coban , " I whined , dizzy , melting , terrified by how fast my mind was growing foggy . He groaned in response from hearing his name leave my mouth , clearly lost in it too , his hands exploring my body and flesh entirely ... He squeezed me again , harder this time , and I cried out into his mouth in utter pleasure from the small gesture . That sound did something to him ... He instantly wanted more ...

Needed more ... And horrifyingly , a part of me wanted to give it to him right here , right now . Until a thought slammed into me like a hammer hitting a nail ... What if this all meant absolutely nothing to him ? What if I was just one of many he had done this with before ? Just another fling to help pass his time here on the inside ? Maybe he had a queue of girls on the outside waiting for him to be set free ? A fiancée perhaps ? A wife even ... yet there was no ring ... I already checked . But that didn't mean anything in here ...

What if I gave him everything , my first time , my heart , my soul , my literal virginity ... all for him to disregard of me like last week's old newspaper afterwards ? No ! No , no , no , no ! My panic was instant , slicing through the haze like a blade . I shoved at his chest , twisting my face away from the kiss , trying to breathe through the thunderous pounding in my ears . " What the fuck ? " Coban growled , breath hot , eyes wide , his body trembling with restraint , or rage , I couldn't exactly tell . 3/5 3:33 pm P DD F Chapter 75 Moaning Panic " I ...

I can't , " I stammered , already pushing myself up on to shaking elbows . " Please ... we have to stop this now . " จ His body tensed like a steel trap above mine . " Why ? " he snapped . " What's the problem now , huh ? Don't act like you weren't in to it ! " My throat tightened as a tear betrayed me , slipping from the corner of my eye . He saw it . Instantly , he recoiled , putting space between the pair of us as he stood back from me as though I had just burned him ... which technically , I had .

" I didn't force myself on you , " he barked in a rage , climbing off the bed like I'd just slapped him . " You kissed me back . Don't start playing this game , Margot . " " N - No , " I sobbed , pressing my palm to my forehead . " I know that . I know you didn't . I just ... I need a minute to think . " I staggered up on to my feet , chest heaving with the pressure of holding back a full breakdown . What was I doing ?! His eyes were still locked on mine . Wild . Disbelieving .

Confused for the first time since I'd met him which sent a pang of guilt through me from the look on his face alone ... I couldn't explain it . Couldn't make him understand the tangled horror in my chest- the fear , the shame , the spiraling doubt about going too far with a guy like him . So I didn't even try to talk ... I stumbled to the bathroom door , rushing inside , and slammed it shut behind me , locking it before my knees hit the floor beneath me . And then I cried . Hard .

Because I had gotten in too deep , Way too fast , And I didn't know if I could claw my way out of it now without destroying myself in the process ... He had me . 4/5 I was already his .