LUNA’S FAKED DEATH THE FAMILY’S REGRET NOVEL

Chapter 48 I messed up Emma POV I messed up .

I should have never let him kiss me .

Now I couldnt stop thinking about it .

I couldnt stop thinking about his lips on mine , his hands on my body , and his scent all around me .

I messed up pretty bad .

I was lying on my bed , staring at the ceiling .

I was painfully aware of him sleeping in the room opposite mine .

Hes already moved in .

Every part of my body wanted to run to him .

I wanted to feel his hands on me .

I wanted to feel his lips on my neck .

I wanted to sink my canines into his neck , marking him and letting everybody know that he was mine .

But the voice inside my head kept screaming at me .

I felt like I was tied up to my own bed , unable to do what my body craved to do .

And I knew that the voice was right .

Logan didnt want me .

He would soon realize that I was still the same small , weak she wolf he rejected .

Only this rejection would hurt so much more .

It would probably kill me.

I was already battling with the memories from the cave .

I had a hard time stopping Rolfs words from constantly repeating in my mind .

I could still smell that awful smell of wolfsbane mixed with my own blood .

I could still see the orange hue that fire created on the cave walls .

I could still feel the cold floor of the cave on every part of my body .

My body was out , but my brain was still trapped inside that cave .

And I wasnt sure I was ever going to get out .

Lunas Faled Death The Familys Regret 33.5 % apter 48essed un If I added the pain of his rejection on top of all that , I didnt know if I would be strong enough to keep on going .

Especially now that I got a taste of him , now that I knew what it Helt like to have his hands on my body .

I groaned and closed my eyes .

This was going to be so hard .

It would be so much easier if he stayed in the packhouse .

I wouldnt have to see him all the time .

I wouldnt have to feel him close to me .

I wouldnt be surrounded by his scent all the time .

น opened my eyes and sighed .

Eliza ? I called my wolf .

Yes , Emma ? she responded sleepily .

Are you up for a run ? I asked , hoping she would say yes .

I really needed to get out of here just for a little while .

His scent was driving me crazy .

I was seconds away from running to him .

Run ? Eliza asked , and I could feel her getting excited .

I hadnt shifted since my birthday .

I knew Eliza wanted to be set free again .

Yes .

I responded .

I need to get out of here for a while .

She understood immediately .

Lets go , Em .

I got out of bed quietly and walked to my closet .

I pulled a hoodie over my pajamas and put on a pair of sweats .

I put on socks and sneakers and walked over to my window , opening it as quietly as I could .

I knew that I couldnt go out through the front door .

I would wake up Andrew and Logan , and they wouldnt be happy with me wanting to go for a run in the middle of the night .

Maybe they wouldnt forbid me to go , but they would surely want to come with me , and Lunas Faked Death : The Familys Regret 33.6 % that would mess up my plans of getting away from Logan for a little while , Telimbed out of my window carefully and jumped off the roof .

I landed in soft snow .

I stayed crunched down for a few moments , waiting to see if Logan or Andrew woke up .

When I couldnt hear anything , I stood up and walked to the tree line .

I removed my clothes and folded them in a pile under the tree .

I was shivering , and I couldnt wait to shift .

Ready , Em ? Eliza asked me .

Yes .

I said with a small smile .

I closed my eyes and let Eliza take over .

It wasnt as painful as the first time , but it wasnt comfortable either .

Im sorry , Emma .

Eliza said .

We havent shifted in a while .

It will get easier .

Its okay .

I smiled and opened my eyes .

Well , my wolfs eyes .

I looked down and saw my white paws .

The combination of snow and moonlight made me look like I was glowing .

I grinned and took off .

I was running through the woods , feeling the cold air brush through my fur .

The feeling was amazing .

The fresh air helped me clear my mind .

Now that I was away from Logan and his scent , I could think clearly .

I couldnt let him kiss me again .

I couldnt let him touch me again .

Not until I had time to think about everything .

Not until I had time to decide what to do .

Are you going to reject him ? Eliza whined after listening to my thoughts .

I dont know .

I sighed .

He doesnt want me , Eliza .

He does ! she exclaimed .

Leon wants us .

Logan wants us .

Logan regrets rejecting us , Emma .

He loves us .

Lunas Faked Death : The Familys Regret 33.7 % apte 48ssed un He is going to remember why he rejected me in the first place .

I said .

Nothings changed .

Im still the same girl he didnt want .

I wont be able to survive the next rejection , Eliza .

It will kill me .

How are we going to live in this pack with him close ? she whined again .

We would still want him .

It would be torture .

I was thinking of leaving for a while .

I shrugged .

Visit other packs , travel , get some new experiences .

Eliza gasped .

What about Andrew and Asher ? I dont want to leave my brother , Emma ! We would come back , Eliza .

I sighed .

We wouldnt leave forever .

Before she could respond , I heard the panicked voices of Andrew and Logan in my mind .

EMMA ! They screamed at the same time .

I got so scared I stopped abruptly , tripped over my own feet , and landed snout first into the snow .

Shit .

Where are you ?! I could hear Logans panicked voice .

Come back right now ! Andrew shouted .

I stood up and shook the snow off of my fur .

Whats wrong ? I mind linked them back .

Im close by .

I just wanted to go for a run .

Im fine .

Come back , Emma .

Andrew said .

Right now .

Its not safe .

Not safe ? What was he talking about ? I looked around .

I wasnt even close to the border , and I was completely alone .

Did the rogues attack somewhere else ? Lunas Faked Death : The Familys Regret 33.8 % apter 48essed y Not safe ? I asked them as I turned around to run back to my house .

Is it the rogues ? Just come back right now , baby , please .

Logans scared voice filled my mind .

Eliza purred at the sound of his voice , and I sighed .

Convincing her that leaving him was the best option for us would be hard .

After about 15 minutes , I came back home .

Logan and Andrew were pacing nervously around the tree where I left my clothes .

They were wearing sweats only , making me wonder how the hell they werent freezing their asses off right now .

I could see the perfection of Logans body .

The muscles on his arms were huge .

His stomach looked hard and soft at the same time .

The V line going into his sweats made me want to drool .

He was perfect .

I wanted to touch him .

I wanted everybody to know that he was mine .

But I knew that would never be true .

He would never be mine .

As soon as they heard me approach , they snapped their heads toward me .

Oh , thank fuck .

Andrew mumbled , picking up my clothes from the ground .

Logan gasped .

It was the first time he saw Eliza .

He walked up to me , running his hand through my fur .

Eliza purred , making me frown.

Even in my wolf form , Logan was taller than me .

He cupped my wolf head into his large hands and placed a kiss on my snout .

You are beautiful , baby .

he mumbled .

Let her shift , Logan .

Andrew said as he tried to remove the snow from my clothes .

Logan stepped away and turned around .

Andrew placed the clothes in front of me , turning around as well .

shifted back and put my wet clothes on .

Lunas Faked Death : The Familys Regret 33.9 % apte essed What happened ? I asked as soon as I was done .

Logan and Andrew turned around and wrapped their arms around me .

You are okay .

Andrew mumbled , making me confused .

Why wouldnt I be okay ? They let me go and started pulling me inside the house .

You need to change into some dry clothes .

Logan said as he opened the back door .

When Hou you are done , come back downstairs .

We need to talk , love .

Andrew finished , placing a kiss on the top of my head .