LUNA’S FAKED DEATH THE FAMILY’S REGRET NOVEL

Chapter 36 In the dark Emma POV This was the longest time I had spent in the dark .

Or at least I thought it was .

What did he do to me ? Usually , I would wake up by now .

I couldnt hear Eliza , but I did hear my brother and Logan talking to me .

They were telling me things I really wanted to hear , but I knew it couldnt be true .

I knew that I was dreaming .

They werent looking for me .

They thought that I was a rogue and they moved on .

Sienna was right .

I was just a burden .

They would finally be free when I die .

I dreamt about doctor Wren as well .

I wondered why ? I mean , I always liked him .

We became good friends when I started volunteering at the hospital .

But I really didnt understand why Id dreamt of him .

I remembered him talking to me , telling me something that I couldnt understand .

I took the opportunity to tell him that I was not a rogue .

I asked him to tell Andrew not to hate me .

I was aware it was a dream , but it somehow made me feel better .

Id dreamt about Asher as well .

Oh , Goddess , how much I missed him .

He was the best wolf there was .

He was the best brother there was .

I dreamed about touching his soft fur , and it was the most joyful dream Id had in a long time .

It hurt so much to know that Asher hated me .

I just wished that I could tell him the truth .

I wished that I could feel his body wrapped around mine just one more time .

He always used to do that when I was cold .

He would wrap himself around me to keep me warm .

He would lick my face while I whined and protested .

He would ignore my protests and grin at me playfully .

I missed him a lot .

I could hear Andrews voice telling me that I was not a rogue .

He told me that he would be next to me when I woke up .

My mind was playing games with me .

He wont be next to me .

He was back home , planning a Luna ceremony for Sienna .

When I woke up , Rolf would be with me .

He would tell me how much my brother and my mate hated me .

He would tell me that Sienna was a new Luna now .

He would tell me that Logan marked her .

He would finally be able to kill me .

など Lunas laked Death : The Familys Regret 26.2 % Chapter 36 In the dark .

But why wasnt I waking up ? I should have been awake by now , right ? This time , the darkness was different.

Was I dead already ? But if I was , why couldnt I see my parents ? Why couldnt I move ? Was this what death was ? Was I going to spend eternity in the dark ? What did I do to deserve this ? Was I such a horrible person ? I felt my heart breaking into a million tiny pieces .

I thought that I was crying , but I couldnt be sure .

I couldnt feel my body .

I couldnt move my arms or legs .

I was trapped in the dark and I didnt think I would ever be able to leave .

I would spend eternity here , thinking about all the things Id done wrong .

Like the time when I was seven and hid in the tree house .

Mom and dad were away on a trip with Alpha and Luna .

Andrew was fourteen at the time , and mom and dad thought he was old enough to leave us alone for a couple of days .

I thought it would be fun to hide from him .

He was so angry when he finally found me .

I guess that was one of the reasons why I was here .

I guess I earned myself a place in this darkness by sneaking out of the house with Amy and Jacob .

I would lie to Andrew .

I would pretend to be asleep and then leave through my bedroom window to hang out with Amy and Jacob at our hidden cave .

I was here for each and every time I was angry at Andrew .

He gave his life away to raise me .

I should have been more grateful .

I should never have been angry at him because he didnt believe me about Sienna .

Did rejected wolves came here ? I wasnt a good enough mate .

I wasnt a good enough wolf .

This was my punishment for that .

I couldnt give Logan what he needed .

He had to throw away the Goddess gift because of me .

I was surely being punished for that .

It was my fault that he had to do it .

If I was stronger , he wouldnt have to reject me .

I was being punished for rejecting Jake .

I hurt his feelings and I deserved this .

He wanted to take me as a chosen mate , and I refused .

He was hurt because of me .

I was being punished for each and every time I put myself first .

There were times I couldnt Volunteer at the hospital because I had a training session or I had to study for exams .

I Lunas Faked Death : The Familys Regret 26.4 % Chapter 36 In the dark shouldnt have done that .

I should have gone to the hospital and help .

How could I forget all the horrible things I said about Sienna ? I called her a bitch numerous times .

I talked badly about her .

I tried to ruin her relationship with my brother and Logan .

I shouldnt have done that .

Id done a lot more things that I deserved to be punished for .

I ate snacks before dinner , even though I knew it was forbidden .

I faked being sick a couple of times so I wouldnt have to go to school .

I tried alcohol at a party once .

I drove Andrews car without a permit once .

I kissed Logan even though he had already chosen Sienna as his mate .

The list just went on and on .

The more I thought about it , the more tears fell from my eyes .

Or at last thats what I thought .

I still couldnt move or feel my body .

I just felt like I was crying because my soul was being ripped to pieces .

I was hoping to see my mom and dad once I died , but I guessed that would not happen .

I had a lot to pay for , and I would be trapped in the dark forever .

I would be alone here forever .

If I could find my voice , I would sob and scream .

But , like my body , my voice was gone too ! Chapter 37 Wake her up