Bonds at War: The Virgin is Mine Novel

Chapter 309 1 Miss Her Chapter 309 I Miss Her ABEL $ 20 Free Coins It has been two days since we shared a night in my room , yet I could still smell her scent everywhere I went . Her milky scent . Everything about her was milky . So soft and sweet . Luna - I found out her name from the records that Tyson had gathered . It seemed she was sold unwillingly because the name and signature on the waiver were different from her name . However , they had the same last name , so I wondered if she was like me and had a complicated family life . I shook my head .

It wasn't like I was concerned with her anymore . She was back where she belongs , and I would go back to my usual routine . Still , I couldn't shake off her scent . My wolf was growling for her , restless under my skin . It nicked at the edges of my control . demanding I give in , demanding I take what was calling to us . An advantage of being a Lycan was having heightened senses and instincts even in human form . But it was also a curse- because when desire struck , it consumed my entire being . Right now , I was being devoured by thoughts of her .

Every step I took inside the house , her scent followed me . The couch . The hallway . Even the damn kitchen counter where she had stood once , nervously twisting her hands as she tried to thank me for " saving " her . Saving her . She had no idea how ironic that word was . I wasn't a savior . I ran a hand through my hair , breathing out sharply . " Get her out of your mind , " I muttered under my breath . My voice sounded strained , even to myself . I gritted my teeth , pacing toward the shower , hoping a cold rinse would clear my head .

But the moment the towel brushed against me , I froze . There was already a tent forming beneath the fabric . " Fuck ." My wolf stirred again , growling with frustration . He didn't understand boundaries . He didn't care about the curse , or the promise I'd made to myself years ago - that I would never , ever let myself feel this kind of need . I tightened the towel around my waist and stared at my reflection . " Enough ," I said again . 1/4 15:37 Fri , Oct 10 M ... Chapter 309 I Miss Her It was a good thing Rowan's bachelor party was tonight . If you could even call it that .

22 +20 Free Coins Rowan had invited the True Alphas and his Beta , Francis . That was it . However , I was thankful I could leave this sweet space for a moment . I didn't think we'd be close , honestly . I was older than them by nearly a decade - thirty - five to their mid - twenties - but they were good men . They were much better than I'd ever been at their age . I buttoned my jeans , slipped into a plain white shirt , and tried not to think about how empty the house felt once I was fully dressed . I exhaled heavily and grabbed my keys . " You're losing it , Abel .

" I truly needed the distraction . Damon's club was being shut down , and the family hadn't summoned me yet , which meant I had this brief window of peace . A rare one . I intended to take it . I left orders with Tyson to handle anything that came up while I was gone . Stepping outside , I went to my car and got ready to drive to the South . However , as I entered my car , the small space was once again filled with her scent . " Fuck , " I cursed . This was impossible . She wasn't even here . *** I arrived at Rowan's house a little past eight .

The drive had been quiet , and though I tried to drown my thoughts in the scenery , I still caught traces of her scent clinging to my clothes . It was maddening . Apparently , Tessa's bachelorette party was happening in Ylarc at the same time . Sponsored by her Alpha , of course . The contrast made me grin . When I entered , Francis was the first to notice me . He looked up from the couch , pizza slice in one hand , soda can in the other . " Why aren't you in your pajamas ? " " I thought it was going to be casual . " " It is casual , " Francis said with a smirk .

" But the girls bought us matching pajamas . They said it was for the photos later . " 2/4 15:37 Fri , Oct 10 M ... : 0558 Chapter 309 I Miss Her I stared at him . " Photos ? " +20 Free Coing Cade , sitting on the floor beside the coffee table , tossed me a folded set of red and green pajamas . " You heard the man . The Lunas ' orders . " My heart skipped when I heard the word " Luna . " It wasn't pertaining to her , but fuck , she was truly everywhere I went . I pursed my lips , holding the fabric like it was radioactive .

" I'm thirty - five ." Rowan shrugged from his recliner , not even looking up from his phone . " Age doesn't save you here , brother . " There was laughter around the room as I reluctantly changed into the ridiculous pajamas . It had red and green stripes . Great . I looked like a walking Christmas ornament . Now here we were - five grown men , leaders of our own factions , feared across Fenra and pasta from beyond - sitting around in ridiculous pajamas , eating takeout pizza , chicken , and paper boxes . Yet , somehow , it was one of the rare nights that felt peaceful .

I leaned back , resting my elbows on my knees . " Where are they again ? " " In my beach house in Ylarc , " Cade answered , licking sauce off his fingers . " They said something about karaoke , fireworks , and ... oh , a clown ." I frowned . " A clown ? " Elias groaned . " Don't even ask . " " You didn't hire anyone ? " I asked Rowan . " Nope . " Rowan grinned . " Tessa asked me to have my party at a hotel ; however , for some reason , I knew it wouldn't be as fun when I'm not with her . I like seeing her react . So , I decided to just have it here . " " Same ," Cade said , smiling faintly .

" Same , " Francis chimed in , nodding solemnly . Elias threw a pillow at them . " I swear to the Moon , if you all start being poetic about your mates , I'll rip my ears off . " He pointed accusingly at Rowan . " Your child's vision alone is already keeping me up at night . Spare the details . " Laughter filled the room again . 3/4 15:37 Fri , Oct 10 M ... Chapter 309 I Miss Her "It's a good thing Abel is single like me ," Elias added , tossing me a grin . I cleared my throat . " Right ." 5 +20 Free Coins But something in me stirred then . Maybe it was the warmth of the room .

Before I could stop myself , I asked quietly , " What does it feel like ? " The room fell silent . Four pairs of eyes turned to me . I looked down at my hands , flexing them once . " Being with your mate , " I clarified . " What does it really feel like ? " Cade was the first to speak . " It's the best thing in the world , " he said . " It's like ... everything you have , you want to give to that person . You don't even think about it . You just do . " Rowan nodded , leaning back in his chair . " But it's not just about giving , " he said softly . " It's about balance .

You also want to keep enough for yourself - because that's what they'd want , too . Mates don't complete you . They reflect you . When you love them , you see yourself differently . " Francis chuckled under his breath . " You two are poets tonight ." The room fell into a comfortable silence again , broken only by the faint rustling of the pizza box as Elias reached for another slice . Then Cade sighed , a small smile curving his lips . " I miss Arden . " " I miss Tessa ," Rowan said at the same time , their voices overlapping . " And I miss my bed , " Elias chimed in .

" But we can't get everything we want at this moment , right ? You'll only be away from each other for a day or two . " Rowan smirked . " You'll get it when you finally meet your mate , Elias . " " I doubt that would happen , though ," Cade added , " He'll die alone like Calla said . " 4/4 15:37 Fri , Oct 10 M ... Chapter 310 Look Who's Back Sara Lili Sara Lili is a daring romance writer who turns icy landscapes into scenes of fiery passion. She loves crafting hot love stories while embracing the chill of Iceland's breathtaking cold.