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Chapter 69 His gaze was so complex - pain , desire , anger , restraint ... all these emotions tangled together , making Madeleine's heart clench . " I just want to tell you ... " She took a deep breath and rushed the words out , " If one day I get my memory back , and I turn back into the old Madeleine ... " Roderick's gaze turned icy in an instant , his grip tightening unconsciously . " So what ? " " I want you to kick me out . Preferably far away , the farther the better ." Madeleine looked him straight in the eye and said , word by word , " Don't let me keep hurting you and Kev .
" The air seemed to freeze . Roderick's expression shifted from shock to disbelief , and finally to a rage bordering on despair . He suddenly cupped the back of her head , his alcohol - tinged lips pressing down hard on hers . CH Chapter 69 Author's Note : Aunt Flo is here and my cramps are killing me , boohoo , but thinking about them getting to kiss tonight , I still forced myself to finish two chapters . I desperately need some praise ! ( ヘリノ Roderick's kiss was rough , as if he was pouring all his unspeakable pain into it . Madeleine was startled , and then the kiss started to hurt .
The air was trapped in her chest , and she couldn't breathe . " Mmph ... " Madeleine struggled to push him away , but Roderick was already strong , and now that he was drunk , it was impossible to move him . oderick panted , growling beside her , " Why does it always have be what you say ? Madeleine , you're so selfish . " " It's not that , I... " Roderick didn't give Madeleine a chance to speak . Her words were once again drowned out by a crushing kiss . Chapter 69 It was like a rising wave , crashing over Madeleine , engulfing her until she couldn't breathe .
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For Madeleine , with the memories of her eighteen - year - old self , this was her first kiss . She had no technique , no idea what to do , not even knowing how to move her lips or tongue . " I don't care ... " Roderick murmured against her lips , his hot breath on her face , " Even if you get your memories back , I won't let go . " It sounded like he was saying it to Madeleine , but also to himself . His kiss gradually softened , becoming careful and cherishing as it moved from her lips to her earlobe .
Madeleine already felt like she couldn't breathe , and now he was making her whole body tremble . " Roderick , don't do this . " She was scared and used all her strength to try and push him away . Chapter 69 But then , she realized the man on top of her had stopped moving . All she could hear was his hot breath by her ear . " Roderick ? " Madeleine patted his shoulder and called his name . The only response was his long , even breathing . He was ... asleep ! ? Madeleine blinked a couple of times , and it took a moment for her to process what had happened .
She couldn't help but look up at the ceiling as countless thoughts raced through her mind . It seems like those TV dramas weren't lying . People really do fall asleep in the middle of a kiss ... Roderick seemed even heavier now that he was asleep , and Madeleine couldn't get him up to take him to a room . Luckily , the study's sofa was big enough . She moved the throw pillows out of the way and laid Roderick down flat on it . Chapter 69 " Phew ... " Just from doing all that , Madeleine was already tired and covered in a thin layer of sweat .
Even though it was still hot during this Indian summer , the nights always had a bit of a chill . If he slept on the sofa just like this , Roderick would definitely get cold . " I'll go get you a blanket . " Madeleine said , propping one leg on the sofa , getting ready to go get a blanket for Roderick . But before she could leave , Roderick , who had been asleep with his eyes shut , reached out and grabbed her wrist tightly . He didn't control his strength , and Madeleine hissed in pain . It was hard to tell if - Roderick heard her , but his grip loosened a little , though he never let go .
" Don't go . " Chapter 69 Roderick said in a low voice . It was quiet , but perfectly clear in the silent room . Madeleine was about to say something , but when she looked closely , she saw the man was just talking in his sleep . She felt a bit helpless and sat back down on the sofa , letting him keep his grip on her wrist . The kiss just now had happened so fast that Madeleine's mind was still a complete blank . Now that she had calmed down , she finally had time to think about what had just happened . They had actually ... really kissed . Madeleine reached out and touched her lips .
She must have bumped them by accident ; they still hurt a little . The thought that she and Roderick had not only kissed , but had even ... had a child later on . Cedella Cedella is a passionate storyteller known for her bold romantic and spicy novels that keep readers hooked from the very first chapter. With a flair for crafting emotionally intense plots and unforgettable characters, she blends love, desire, and drama into every story she writes. Cedella's storytelling style is immersive and addictive-perfect for fans of heated romances and heart-pounding twists.
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