Chapter 18 Bea ? Her name on his lips moved her more than she wanted to admit so instead of focusing on that , she shoved the spoon into his mouth .
She watched him to see how he chewed the potato .
When she was satisfied that he was okay with the heavier food , she began telling him of that night , in between each spoonful of potato .
I was there the night of the fire .
I was in the library , across the open courtyard from the game room .
You and Alpha Leo were in a heated discussion as you played darts .
I watched Rebeccas head Chambermaid stop outside the door .
I thought it odd , so stopped working on Prince Alecs shirt and watched as she poured liquid into both your glasses before entering .
But- She stopped then and put the spoon aside .
Cleaning the sides of Daxs mouth with a napkin .
She was disappointed in her past actions .

Had she been earlier , fought harder to leave then maybe her Master wouldnt be an invalid right now .
was But when I tried to leave , Prince Alec slapped me .
I sewing his cuffs for the party later that night in honor of our Luna , Goddess be with her , and I accidentally pricked him when I went to leave .
He wouldnt let me talk .
I promise you Master , I tried but he wouldnt let me leave until I finished his cuff .
Its fine Bea , go on .
What happened ? I dont … remember that night .
I only know that an accident happened , and I was injured .
She made a noise in her throat .
She knew exactly what happened .
Well , by the time I made it to the game room doors , there was black smoke billowing out from under the door .
The handle burnt me , but I was able to get it open and Alpha Leo was on the floor crawling towards the door .

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He was already covered in black smoke and his hair was tinged but I was able to help him get to the stairs in the courtyard .
And then he- She paused again .
Guilt riding her hard .
He demanded I go back for you .
I told him he was more important , but he used his Alpha to command me to go back and do anything to get you out of the fire .
Daxs eyes were wide , and his eyebrows had lifted high on his forehead .
Would he believe her ? Would he want her near him after he hears what happens next ? So , I ran back but the flames had engulfed the doorway .
Through the fire I could see you unconscious on the couch .
I jumped through when I thought I had enough room but … the fire still got me .
I made it through and used the flower pitcher to douse myself before making my way back to you .
It hurt and I could feel my skin tighten across my face and my eyelid swelled shut almost immediately .

But … I pulled and tugged but you were so heavy .
She couldnt explain why she was emotional , but she was .
She had so much guilt over that night but also so much fear .
It took so long to get you off the couch that the flames were blocking any access for me to drag you out .
Instead , I rolled you out onto the balcony , as the flames licked across the wood towards us .
So , I had to either shove you over the railing or let you burn .
She looked up at his shocked face and noticed that hed turned his head and was looking at her straight on .
He looked so angry .
His nose was snarled up and his mouth was in a grimace , and she knew he would hate her , but she continued anyway .
Wife .
So , I shoved you .