My Claws Were Sharp, But His Love Cut Deeper Novel

Chapter 1 Chapter 1 By day I was Alpha Simons shadow guard , by night I became nothing but his plaything .

His lust was insatiable , leaving me exhausted until dawn every day .

This morning , he suddenly coldly tossed my clothes onto my body .

Dont come here anymore .

I carefully knelt on the floor .

Alpha , have I displeased you ? The man who had just held me in warm embrace now looked down at me , his eyes distant and cold .

Im to be mated with Lyra soon .

Shes been sheltered all her life and cant handle any pain .

I only let you service me to practice my technique , but that wont be necessary anymore .

Youve always been obedient .

You know what to do .

I hadnt even processed the shock of his upcoming mating when his next words struck me like silver to my heart .

My body felt like it had been plunged into ice water , leaving me speechless for a long moment .

Until Simon impatiently repeated : Do you understand ? I lowered my head in humiliation , desperately hiding the tears welling in my eyes .

I understand , Alpha .

Only then did Simon nod with satisfaction .

I rose with numb limbs , my movements stiff as I prepared to leave , when suddenly he called me back .

Wait .

My heart leapt with hope as I looked at him expectantly .

12:50 My Claws Were Sharp , But His Love Cut Deeper 0.0 % Chapter 1 I wanted to hear him say that everything hed just told me was a lie , that he wasnt going to mate with another , that I wasnt just a practice tool for his true mate .

Instead , he propped his chin on his hand , his finger pointing to my abdomen .

Make sure there are no … complications .

My smile froze instantly on my face .

For three years Id maintained this secret relationship with Simon , and after each encounter , hed remind me to take the wolfsbane tea that prevented pregnancy .

I understood my lowly position unworthy to bear his pups .

For three years , Id never missed a single dose .

To spare myself further humiliation , I bowed my head and fled the room .

I rushed back to my quarters , and once the door closed , tears I could no longer control poured out like a broken dam .

I bit my hand to stifle my sobs .

After ten years as Simons shadow guard and three years as his secret sexual plaything , Id learned to swallow my tears .

After drying my eyes , I expertly brewed myself a cup of wolfsbane tea .

Only when my fingertips began to burn did I realize Id scalded all ten fingers in the process .

My relationship with Simon began with an accident .

Three years ago , a Betas daughter who had long admired him slipped a full moon enhancer into his drink at a pack gathering .

By the time I noticed something was wrong , he had already drank it all .

Simon had always been selective about his partners , and despite being Alpha , he kept no personal attendants .

Driven mad by the enhancer , he stumbled and pulled me down onto his bed .

I struggled desperately but feared hurting him , ultimately spending that wild night together .

Chern Put His Love Cut Deener 0.2 % Chapter 1 When Simon regained his senses , he assumed Id taken advantage of him .

He kicked me off the bed , his voice colder than ice : Go to the punishment grounds .

I dared not disobey his command and endured fifty lashes despite my pain .

When I was carried back to my room , a dark potion already waited on my table .

Having grown up in Simons pack , I knew exactly what it was .

Later , he discovered it was the Betas daughter who had drugged him that night .

He looked at me with a complicated expression : Why didnt you explain what happened at that night ? Once hed made up his mind about something , no amount of explanation would help , especially when I harbored my own secret feelings .

Perhaps out of guilt , or perhaps because hed developed an addiction to my body after that night , we maintained this relationship for exactly three years .

Simon never let me stay overnight .

After each serving as his release , Id drag my exhausted body back to my own quarters alone .

After drinking the tea , I fell into a hazy sleep .

In my dreams , I returned to the great blizzard years ago the deadliest snowstorm in Silver Ridge history .

Snow fell continuously for three months , and countless wolves froze to death , including my parents .

They had shielded me with their bodies , leaving me barely alive when Simon found me and gave me shelter .

At that time , his position as Alpha was still unstable , and many sought to challenge him .

After he survived another assassination attempt , I resolved to become a shadow guard , determined to protect him from harm .

The path to becoming a shadow guard was brutal , but I never gave up .

Eventually I succeeded , and he rose to become the powerful , respected Alpha of Silver Ridge Pack .

0.3 % Chapter 1 I knew I wasnt worthy of him, but I still fell for those rare moments of tenderness he occasionally showed .

Over the years , Simon blew hot and cold with me sometimes pushing me away, sometimes holding me close and begging me not to leave .

For that half promise , I stayed loyal year after year .

I had thought I held at least some place in his heart , but now I realized that was just my delusion .

My sleep that night was restless , filled with memories of my years with Simon .

When I woke again , I had made my decision .

If he no longer needed me , then I had nothing left to stay for .

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