His Ex-Luna Is A Famous Doctor by Caroline Above Story Novel

Chapter 0032 Aria … +25 BONUS You dont love me , Lucian , Aria said , looking straight into my eyes .

Not enough .

Maybe not at all .

Without love , even if wed had intimacy as often as physically possible , I wouldnt have gotten pregnant .

How do you know this is true ? I asked .

We could consulta Healer .

I had medical training .

Thats not the same thing as being a Healer .

If we went to Dr.

A- Dr.

A would tell you what I just said .

But you can ask her if youd like .

Why trust the woman about to be your ex- wife ? This isnt about trust , I said .

I just want to be sure .

There has to be a way for you to be able to conceive .

There isnt .

Not by you , Aria replied in the kind of straightforward way that sent a knife through my gut .

I was responsible for Arias pain .

I was good at hurting others , it seemed .

First Sheila , now Ana But even if there was a way , Aria continued , I wouldnt seek it out .

Why ? Subtlety , she touched her stomach , perhaps thinking of the child that could have been .

Any child I bear deserves to be surrounded by love , I said .

I wouldnt teach them that a loveless marriage is a happy one .

When it isnt .

Ive suffered these past three years , Lucian .

Ive hid it well , I suppose , or maybe you never cared to look too closely .

But Im done now .

With this .

With you .

She turned away from me , showing me her back .

I was losing her .

No , I already lost her … I stepped closer to her .

Aria , please .

We can talk about this … Theres nothing left to say , she said , and I could have sworn I heard her voice crack .

She cleared her throat .

Then , when she spoke again , her voice was stronger .

Besides , Shella is waiting for you .

She was , but … damn it ! What did that matter at a time like this ? Id told Sheila Id be home early , but there was still time to fix things with Aria .

There had to be time .

I wasnt a failure .

I wasnt going to let this marriage fall apart .

Aria couldnt leave me .

If what shed said was true though … If shed been unable to conceive because of my inability to feel things … Gods , maybe I was the failure .

Guilt sliced through me so painfully I felt as if I might have been physically stabbed .

Aria .

Sheila and 1- Dont lie to me , Lucian .

Not anymore .

I didnt believe what you said before , about not being in a romantic 1/2 +25 BONUS relationship , but now I have proof Phat proof ? There couldnt be proof of a relationship that didnt exist .

It doesnt matter .

Dont you see ? Swiveling on her feet , she faced me again .

Tears hung in her eyes , making them spride in the starlight , but those stubbom tears did not fall .

Strong as she was , she held them back .

Im divorcing you , Lucian .

Thats what I want .

Accept it .

Please .

Sign the paperwork and let me go .

Dont let her go … Max whined in my mind .

You never wanted me when we were together , she said .

Why are you being so difficult now ? I wished I had an answer that would satisfy her .

Something that would change everything .

Instead , I could only stare and pray she could read my thoughts that she could see I genuinely liked having her around .

Even if it wasnt love , it was something .

She made my home better , she was good with the maids .

She made sure I had my tea in the office .

She looked out for me .

Now she was leaving Aria Let me go , she said again , and a single tear fell down her cheek .